Season 2:Episode-180

Season 2:Episode-180 Alisa’s POV: Next day,    I was curled up in the bed, I cried like a teenager. Like… anyone will do….   He lashed out on me for the first time. But now that his words are running in my mind continuously, I realized he was right. I gave him every reason to feel that way, I have always been the coward.   Did my ignorance really hurt him that much?  I wiped my tears as I hugged the pillow, we fought in front of everyone. And now… I feel lonely as I know he might feel the same. Sh*t! why is this so annoying?... I wiped my tears, he is so… so… heartless… how can he say that to me?... but he should be saying that, if he feels like I am abandoning him, I can’t imagine what he feels.  I have been selfish.. what grandpa feels? what will Uncle feel? what will Aiken and Forest think?... but what about Edwin… I always thought of others instead of him… how was I like that?... he must really felt insecure… what do I do now?   I heard the door opening, I heard the maid, “Miss…. the lunch is ready…. would you like to eat here or..” I just said, “…. not now…”   after 15 minutes  I heard the door open, I avoided looking there, I heard them calling my name, “Alisa…” he sounded worried. I saw Aiken and Forest, I sat up. Forest and Aiken sat on the bed, Aiken asked, “Want to talk?”   I whispered, “Don’t worry…. I…will be fine…” Forest looks at me intensely, Aiken asked again, “Ailsa…. please…”  I looked down. I don’t want to be seen like this.   Forest said, “we will listen…..”  He sigh, he said, “Even if you complain… we will listen….”  I heard the door closing, I looked at the door to find Aiken’s fiancé Lily and Forest’s girlfriend Zara. they are here.   Lily is sweet and innocent type, while Zara is total bad b*tch with good heart type, she reminds me of Tina to be honest. Lily said, “we though you need company…” Zara  sat on the sofa and said, “Since I don’t think these brother’s did any good till now…”  I sat straight and looked down, I whispered, “Edwin… he really loved me. I knew it…. But…. the way he spoke to me… made me feel lonely and empty, Like something is breaking…. and I can’t stop it….”   Tears stream down, I grabbed the cover tighter and said, “I always left him behind like a coward…. every time… it was him to make efforts… and now… when he questioned me, I couldn’t deny… couldn’t justify myself… because I knew…  I did wrong…”   I sobbed lightly and said, “I was wrong…. I always was on the other side…. leaving him alone… I am afraid he will think I don’t love him…. I do love him…. I CAN’T LOSE HIM..” I almost cried like a kid. Aiken touched my cheek and said, “Don’t cry… please…. it’s our mistake… but honesty… We just wanted to keep you safe… Arthur was our friend… and we got angry and stressed seeing you almost dead….”   Forest embraced me and said, “Sorry… we thought we were protecting you…. but we don’t like seeing you like this..” I was hugging them and cried a little. It became too much to hold in, I am really emotional mess. I parted and said, “It’s not your fault completely…. but… I was at fault from start….. now that he is not here I know what he felt when I did the same to him…. I am really terrible person.”   I sobbed as I couldn’t control.   Zara said, “Don’t cry in here…. Just go to him and tell him how you feel…. no matter how hard it seems this is the only way….”   Lily nod, Aiken said, “I will talk to Arthur… no matter how angry he got, he shouldn’t talk to a girl like that…”   I grabbed Aiken’s hand and said, “No… I will try to contact him…. It’s between me and him…. and I don’t want any other forces in here, it’s already messed….”  Edwin’s POV:   I was packing my stuff, Ken was behind me. Ken said, “Ed…. I think you-”   I cut his words, “Don’t you dare to speak in here….. I pay for work not for being her so called brother…. anyways you were my friend before her brother….”  Ken  went silent for few minutes, He said, “You still can’t go like that…. we have meeting and some event scheduled in… you did this yourself, since you planed on staying here…..”  I locked my bag and said, “I hate this place…. we are changing the room….  I want the top floor….”    Ken said, “You mean the luxury penthouse….. but it’s not up for guest… it’s the hotel owner…” I sigh, I glared and said, “Don’t you know to work… Call the owner and ask his as* to get here…” Ken nod. He said, “Ok.. I will talk just cool down….” I was about to walk away but I said to Ken, “I am staying just for work…. nothing more…. I don’t want to see anyone…. I mean it!”