Cursed Existence

{"messages":[{"id":962131335,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Year 1801"},{"id":962131336,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung’s POV"},{"id":962131337,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Back in 219 years ago, ’Aerilon’ was also known as ’Eudaemonia’ which translates to a ’good spirit’. It was used to be a kingdom back then and Aerilon is just a secondary name which our vampire clan gave it when we vanquished the throne from humans."},{"id":962131338,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I don’t know much about it but when i was born we were already the reigning monarch whereas humans were our slaves."},{"id":962131339,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1642529392825.jpg","image_width":268,"image_height":381},{"id":962131340,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1642529393907.jpg","image_width":368,"image_height":160},{"id":962131341,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"We treated them relentlessly, i never liked it but whenever I voiced my displeasment my father would always shutt me up saying that it’s societal hierarchy and they deserves it for being weak."},{"id":962131342,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"We had many districts and villages under us, including many alliances with powerful nations."},{"id":962131343,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Having being impart a treaty with warewolves they were the only one with whom we didn’t get along, neither did we ever tried to invade their area on purpose, east side belonged to them and southern side belonged to us."},{"id":962131344,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1642529394453.jpg","image_width":231,"image_height":349},{"id":962131345,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"There were abundant disputes which always got settled with a war or a battle causing both the sides numerous casualties."},{"id":962131346,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1642529394706.jpg","image_width":233,"image_height":242},{"id":962131347,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1642529394985.jpg","image_width":268,"image_height":165},{"id":962131348,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I agree on the fact that warewolves were much peaceful than us vampires. We fought like demons, ruthless and demented, killing people and feeding on them is all we did."},{"id":962131349,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1642529395255.jpg","image_width":393,"image_height":235},{"id":962131350,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"It’s obvious that humans stood lowest in hierarchy, causing them to emerge revolts and rebellions against their unfair treatment various times."},{"id":962131351,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1642529395690.jpg","image_width":233,"image_height":162},{"id":962131352,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"But each time, they were either persecuted or killed."},{"id":962131353,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1642529396523.jpg","image_width":291,"image_height":161},{"id":962131354,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Or were imprisoned for picking up the voice."},{"id":962131355,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1642529396930.jpg","image_width":372,"image_height":265},{"id":962131356,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Despite of being the people of our own paradigm, there were many entities which admired each other among us vampires and warewolves. However, i always felt like an outcast, like i didn’t belonged there, thought of feeding on humans disgusted me. After my transformation as a full fledged vampire and unleashing my vampirism on 30th December, 1800, everything changed."},{"id":962131357,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I got an urge which i never knew existed in me, it was in my veins all along and each vein of mine throbbed with hunger and desire of blood."},{"id":962131358,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My father and mother were standing right infront of me when the ritual was being performed in a courtyard at midnight."},{"id":962131359,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Witches chanted on the side while I dropped on my knees holding my throat as i struggled to breath, feeling immense pain in my whole body like my life was being snatched out of me. The intensity of witches chanting increased, so did my heartbeats until I felt like my heart got ruptured as i collapsed on the ground."},{"id":962131360,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Silence..... utter silence, a terrifying one that is was all i could feel. Gloom......utter gloom was all i could see like i had fallen into a dark abyss."},{"id":962131361,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""Father" i shouted looking around as I sat on my knees."},{"id":962131362,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""Mother" i called as a plea, shuddering in fear."},{"id":962131363,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Nothing came back until I saw a red light barging towards me as if i was gaining my consciousness back and when i opened my eyes which felt like an eternity i found myself still lieing flat on the ground."},{"id":962131364,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I weakly sat up and looked at my hands, pale.......ashened with lightest black veins running beneath my skin as if there wasn’t any blood in my body."},{"id":962131365,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hollow, i felt hollow, my heart which had ruptured wasn’t beating anymore, i touched my chest and felt nothing as if i was a corpse....."},{"id":962131366,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Defunct, my body felt perished as if there wasn’t a soul in it which was true, i couldn’t feel anything anymore."},{"id":962131367,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Soon my throat began to get dry, my mouth salivated and lips chirped, my vision turned red and black, feeling the veins bulging around my eyes."},{"id":962131368,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I touched my face and looked around still being surrounded by my parents and the witches."},{"id":962131369,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I grunted because I couldn’t speak, my father and mother staring at me, their faces hazy to me, i grunted again and again and again, wanting to speak something, demand something, demand something to drink coz I felt thirsty."},{"id":962131370,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My body craved for something which i couldn’t decipher."},{"id":962131371,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I stared at my mother and raised my hands towards her as a gesture to hold me coz suddenly it felt so cold, freezing, i grunted, i grunted, i grunted.......she wasn’t listening to me and rather kept gazing me back constantly. "Mother, hold me i feel cold" "Mother, give me the food I’m hungry""},{"id":962131372,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I grunted, wanting to voice to made her understand my request yet i couldn’t, i felt like a creature who couldn’t perceive anything but hunger, who couldn’t speak to ask for food."},{"id":962131373,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I grunted, i grunted, over and over again with my shrieky voice, saliva drooling down my chin while my fangs pointed out, something inside me was hurting in lieu of physical pain, it was emotional, probably the last shred of my emotion when my transformation was completing as a vampire and the emotion i felt in my last stage was hurt and only hurt."},{"id":962131374,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I stared at mother and shrieked, i shrieked like an infant does to a mother to feed him, to love him, to cherish him, to hold him in her arms yet she didn’t listened."},{"id":962131375,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I felt like a demon in execution being witnessed by executionists."},{"id":962131376,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I looked at my father and he had this wicked yet proud smile on his face."},{"id":962131377,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My throat tightening, my nails itched as they grew long and black, i clasped my own blocking throat with both hands, shrieking loudly."},{"id":962131378,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I looked at my mother and shrieked the loudest, few tears dribbling my eyes, only i knew that it was an appeal to hold me coz I was scared at the moment........i never knew the ritual of transformation would be so horrifying and painful."},{"id":962131379,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My stomach felt empty and my veins irked, i gritted my teeths shrieking once again and I was presented with a bowl of blood."},{"id":962131380,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"It’s smell drove me crazy, my eyes lightened as i immediately took the blood bowl and drank it like i was the thristiest being alive."},{"id":962131381,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Finishing it i threw the bowl away and growled loudly, returning back to my normal form, my fangs and nails disappeared as my eyes cleared up."},{"id":962131382,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Still kneeling down, i looked up at my parents and they smiled at me."},{"id":962131383,"character_id":24439636,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"The ceremony is over."},{"id":962131384,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"One of the witch among four of them, announced."},{"id":962131385,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My father elevated me by the shoulders making me stand up and hugged me, patting my back while my mother smiled standing on side."},{"id":962131386,"character_id":24439702,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m proud of you, my son."},{"id":962131387,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He said and i stood immobile, not even hugging him back, feeling nothing at all."},{"id":962131388,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I expressed my chaos to my parents about how dead i was feeling but they said it’s common after the first transformation to our true form."},{"id":962131389,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My father had arranged a feast that night, lots of meat with blood, bloodbank humans were also present there to serve us."},{"id":962131390,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That night I didn’t hold back and drank to fullest. It was pleasurable and delicious to me. I enjoyed myself only till the moment it lasted."},{"id":962131391,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Going back to the normal form, i felt the worst. After that all i yearned for was blood, all i desired for was blood, blood was all i could think of as i fed on bloodbanks each night, sometimes whole day."},{"id":962131392,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"With all the hot blood rushing and seeping into my cold veins, it was hard to just sleep. So it was no wonder when my su00e8xual drive rised and so did my physical intu00eemacy with people."},{"id":962131393,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"No matter how much i loved it in the moment, i never truly liked it, in the corner of my mind I hated what i was doing."},{"id":962131394,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"There was a vampire castle in aerilon in which we used to reside."},{"id":962131395,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1642529397371.jpg","image_width":589,"image_height":391},{"id":962131396,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Now it has turned into rubbles and it’s remnants lies deep buried under the ground somewhere on the southern borders of aerilon till the present day, currently i haven’t visited there or nearby it even for once, i don’t have a courage to."},{"id":962131397,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Back in that time, my life was going usual once again, i wasn’t certainly happy but i wasn’t sad either, i had accepted the reality somehow, i had accepted my bitter existence."},{"id":962131398,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hunting blood like a monster had became habitual to me. My appetite was much excessive than the others, i could never fathom the reason why? Maybe because I was a royal? Maybe i had inherited it from my ancestors? I don’t know."},{"id":962131399,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Being ignorant of the fact I kept drinking as much as my body coveted even if it means draining the people i drank from and knocking them to unconscious state."},{"id":962131400,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Slowly I began to lose my control, i knew, I could feel it and i felt like my parents were deliberately trying to break the limits of my hunger by providing me the blood anyhow, anytime, whenever I wanted it."},{"id":962131401,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"They were ruining me by turning me into a monster, i couldn’t cognize why yet i didn’t endeavoured to stop myself from being ruined."},{"id":962131402,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Apparently, i was too unaware of the series of events that was about to take place."},{"id":962131403,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"30th january, i made my way from my chamber towards the throne room, being called by my father."},{"id":962131404,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"As i walked past by the guards standing at gates, i reached till the end of a maroon carpet infront of the throne resting two stairs above and bowed down while kneeling on one leg to the king, my father, beside him sat my mother, the queen."},{"id":962131405,"character_id":24441078,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Father, you had called me."},{"id":962131406,"character_id":24439702,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Yes, my son."},{"id":962131407,"character_id":24439702,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I hope you haven’t consumed anything since this morning like i had ordered you to."},{"id":962131408,"character_id":24441078,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Yes father, i complied by your orders. (I answered with my head obediently ducked down)"},{"id":962131409,"character_id":24439702,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(chuckles) Very well then."},{"id":962131410,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I heard him saying as he clapped his hands for once and two of the strongest guards appeared and seized me by my arms."},{"id":962131411,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I confusedly looked at them, trying to free my body and jerked their hands away while I stared at my father with wide eyes in puzzlement, glint of fright in them due to apprehension, my father just smiled."},{"id":962131412,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The soldiers knew that I was capable of freeing myself as stealing a chance they injected some magical potion into me through my crook of the neck."},{"id":962131413,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"It was made by an evil witch and had the ability to faint me i guess. I winced and within a second I began to get drowsy, my heavy eyelids closing themselves as i dropped on my knees over the ground, before i passed out, i saw a blurry sight of my father smiling and he said....."},{"id":962131414,"character_id":24439702,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Just know taehyung that whatever I’m doing, i’m doing it for your own good."},{"id":962131415,"character_id":24439702,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"There’s no place for the weak in this world."},{"id":962131416,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"And I closed my eyes, falling forward onto the floor."},{"id":962131417,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"By the time i got my consciousness again I was locked inside a box, big enough to accomodate my body while I could sit in it."},{"id":962131418,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I looked around feeling my body burn like it was being set on a fire, i could sense the box was made up of white oakwood and was probably plated by the silver from outside which works as a weakness for vampires yet from the inside it was covered with various herbs and was scented with an essence of human blood, it reeked of blood to provoke my craving."},{"id":962131419,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I growled tapping at the box trying to get out, my body blistered touching the wood as i had no choice but to sit in the centre hugging my knees close to my body and bear the misery, saliva dripped from my mouth due to hunger yet blood to drink was nowhere to be found within the few inches of obnoxiously small box."},{"id":962131420,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I started to join threads and i concluded that they were trying to arouse my hunger yet were trying to suppress me from getting outside in order to use me and release me on some specific event, like some monster used as a bait to overpower your enemy...."},{"id":962131421,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I growled, i screamed as loud as I could yet my cries were ignored, to no avail anybody came and opened the box. I pulled my hairs totally losing it, i felt like i could die from starvation."},{"id":962131422,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Blood, blood, blood, my mind recited."},{"id":962131423,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The real torcher began when soon my vampire form overtook me and i scratched at the box’s wooden walls, not caring if i hurted myself yet again nobody heard me...... nobody cared."},{"id":962131424,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"They kept me locked for five days, and i had became nothing less than a demon. Once freed, i could kill anybody to devour them, i didn’t cared anymore either."},{"id":962131425,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Fifth day, i felt the box moving and realised that they were carrying me to somewhere else."},{"id":962131426,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"By the bumps and the rush i could sense that i was in a carriage."},{"id":962131427,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"After hours the box moved being picked up again, i growled impatiently waiting for it to open."},{"id":962131428,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The box opened and screaming loudly i sprinted outside like an animal, ripping apart the first two human soldiers in my way, drinking their blood i shattered their limbs and threw them away."},{"id":962131429,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The commotion occurred in all over the place and everybody started running here and there from terror."},{"id":962131430,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The night was dark and the moon was red."},{"id":962131431,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1642529398042.jpg","image_width":233,"image_height":233},{"id":962131432,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Satan, i showed no mercy and demolished everyone bit by bit until they were pale and lieing dead."},{"id":962131433,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I yanked at woman’s hair pulling her towards me and digged my fangs into her neck, she screamed straining to get away and i mercilessly avoided by gripping her even tighter, almost breaking her ribs."},{"id":962131434,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I cleaved hearts and drank directly from them, prodded my fangs deep into the skin and savoured the taste."},{"id":962131435,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My hands bloody, my mouth bloody, my clothes drenched in blood i didn’t spared anyone, not even the innocent ones. I don’t know what demon possessed me."},{"id":962131436,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I drank and drank and drank, drowning into the rapture and satisfying my hunger."},{"id":962131437,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Soon, their screams fell into a deep silence and i snapped back into my senses, i looked at my bloody hands and then looked around finding dead bodies everywhere."},{"id":962131438,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My mind went blank and i shakily exhaled out, examining if somebody was alive, striving if i could hear a feeble breath or pulse yet only the hush of death came back."},{"id":962131439,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I heard a whimper as i looked down at the man on ground lieing beside me on his stomach, his eyes were rolled up while he was smothered in blood as well with two more dead bodies above his own, he was probably taking his last breaths, his fingers twitched and then stopped as the life left his body too, making my own body convulse."},{"id":962131440,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Blood circumjacent me till far away as i walked witnessing my own deed, i couldn’t believe I had caused it all."},{"id":962131441,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My hands trembled while I gulped down watching an outcome of the scenario which had just took place and i stumbled upon the yellow board."},{"id":962131442,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""Vencolli" was written on it, it was village’s name in which i stood right now, the village which i had just slaughtered."},{"id":962131443,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My memories interuppted and i remembered that my father was fighting to take vencolli under his command which was already ruled under another kingdom guided by the vampires as well."},{"id":962131444,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""Vencolli" i read one last time realising that i was just a spacegoat which my father had used."},{"id":962131445,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My body quivered in fear as I sat down in a puddle of blood hugging my knees closer to my chest, and i wished only if i wasn’t born or if only i wasn’t born to be a vampire, to be a demon, to be a monster, only if i didn’t existed then none of this would have happened. My existence was the one to blame."},{"id":962131446,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Cursed, cursed, cursed cursed, my mind repeated itself."},{"id":962131447,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That’s right, i was cursed, i was a cursed existence."},{"id":962131448,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":962131449,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":962131450,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"}]}