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{"messages":[{"id":1024572913,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"everyone gathered at the breakfast table..and tae was feeling annoyed by the presence of one specific person until jin started the conversation."},{"id":1024572914,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"dad~"},{"id":1024572915,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"do you believe in fate?"},{"id":1024572916,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yes my son."},{"id":1024572917,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it’s good cause that’s why i forgave you."},{"id":1024572918,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"we were fated to be apart..i know you tried to find us too."},{"id":1024572919,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but our destiny had other plans for us."},{"id":1024572920,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"So why not just let it all go and accept the present."},{"id":1024572921,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jin’s talks were calming to the heart, but not tae was calming with it rather, he was fuming to blaming fate on his father’s sins..but then again his father spoke."},{"id":1024572922,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"son..i don’t know about my children’s destiny or fate..but what i know is i was the center of all the mess created in your life."},{"id":1024572923,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and you can’t feel it until you become a father that how painful it is to be the reason for your own children’s suffering."},{"id":1024572924,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you made the pain less jin..i never knew my son is so kind...*smiled*"},{"id":1024572925,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you remind me of your mother...*chuckled sadly*"},{"id":1024572926,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"she was so kind and the most important she loved me till the end, unlike me."},{"id":1024572927,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"my love fades away with time"},{"id":1024572928,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"son, you’re lucky if your partner doesn’t stop loving you..i was lucky but i kicked my fate with my own hands."},{"id":1024572929,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i don’t know where it lacks"},{"id":1024572930,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but~"},{"id":1024572931,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"anyway, i didn’t bored you guys, right?...*chuckled again*"},{"id":1024572932,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"no...*said unintentionally*"},{"id":1024572933,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i mean....*looked away in embarrassment*"},{"id":1024572934,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you can share anything with us..i guess...*looked at everyone*"},{"id":1024572935,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yeah alright...right tae?"},{"id":1024572936,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"humm...*didn’t looked up from his meal*"},{"id":1024572937,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"well, taehyung this child is so protected towards you it makes me happy...*pointed at jimin*"},{"id":1024572938,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*looked up to see the person*"},{"id":1024572939,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i...no~ *flustered*"},{"id":1024572940,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"he is actually angry with me now."},{"id":1024572941,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"can you tell him not to as it is now our matter to solve in between."},{"id":1024572942,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Mr Lee, it’s not any matter that can be solved, but~"},{"id":1024572943,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"jimin you should not be rude with him."},{"id":1024572944,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"he is your beloved uncle right?...*fake smiled*"},{"id":1024572945,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"he was but not now....*rolled his eyes*"},{"id":1024572946,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"he doesn’t just hurt you but me too."},{"id":1024572947,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"don’t you remember when we both were helpless just because he~"},{"id":1024572948,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i guess we agreed not to discuss the topic...*said cutting the jimin’s words*"},{"id":1024572949,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*went silent in disappointment*"},{"id":1024572950,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*start eating unbotherly*"},{"id":1024572951,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so dad, why don’t you share your experiences with us?"},{"id":1024572952,"character_id":18632488,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"why not son....*smile widely*"},{"id":1024572953,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jin was looking excited even though he is now a grown-up man, but at this moment he contains a child’s eyes which look at his dad as his only inspiration..did he miss it? yeah, he missed it..all the moments with his dad..damn he missed it..if not before, then now he is willing to have it again."},{"id":1024572954,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"meanwhile, seeing jin face tae was unknowingly started feeling envious..how could his hyung do that..is that how this was easy for him?"},{"id":1024572955,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he actually knew it was not easy how can it be? but jin choose the present, not the past."},{"id":1024572956,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"we all made mistakes and his brother choose to let go of it."},{"id":1024572957,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"now it’s his time to choose the present too."},{"id":1024572958,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1024572959,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"you almost forgave him that day"},{"id":1024572960,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae said to himself while roaming in his office room anxiously...he wasn’t feeling like working today."},{"id":1024572961,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"but not getting your love made you angry."},{"id":1024572962,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"so is this anger worth it when you itself are not accepting your old love even after having it."},{"id":1024572963,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Isn’t it all useless now?"},{"id":1024572964,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"It was so weird to talk about, but tae needs his dad’s love too now, especially after seeing his brother..he actually started finding excuses."},{"id":1024572965,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Indeed, it takes just one excuse to convince yourself."},{"id":1024572966,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1024572967,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"i hope it was not that boring."},{"id":1024572968,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"maybe one more chapter today."},{"id":1024572969,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"and now I’ll not be too late."},{"id":1024572970,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"i wanna complete it soon..well the previous chapter was to freshen upud83dude1b as it is getting boring day by day."},{"id":1024572971,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"bye take careud83dudc9c"},{"id":1024572972,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1024572973,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9c"}]}