Episode-395

 Episode-395                              Evelyn’s POV:      Logan said, “Is it new way to take revenge on your ex?” He said this hatefully. I looked at him with wide eyes, I said, “You… are saying bullsh*t!” he can’t remember, or does he remember?  Logan said, “I saw our pictures….. we looked like we were dating…. but.. looks like we broke up…. maybe you can’t deal with it.. so you are causing drama… let’s be professional, Princess…”   I slapped him, I couldn’t help on his bulls*it…  His face was frozen for a second, I mocked, “You.. think you broke up with me… I dumped your a** …..you were licking my shoe to date me.. now look at you, just because you forgot everything, you are thinking yourself as great….”   He turned to me stunned, I said again, “I dumped you… not you….” He asked stunned, “Why?”   I scoffed and said, “ask yourself…. now get off… I don’t feel good….”   I pushed him, He looks like he is thinking too much…   Logan grabbed my face and kissed me, I was stunned. I tried to push him off, he was away from me. But I went to slap him in anger. But he grabbed my hand and pinned me against the wall, I just want to beat the sh*t out of him…   He said, “You are telling me Evelyn… each and everything… I hate this feeling… I hate that I feel you missing… I don’t even know you properly at this point..I want to know answers…. I want to know reasons….”   I looked at him as tears gathered in my eyes, How dare he?...   He added, “for some reason I want to see you often…. why?”     I looked away hiding my tears, I felt his hand loosening around my wrist. I overpowered him and pushed him. I just said, “Logan… I just don’t want to see you….”   I opened the door for him, I whispered, “get out of this door and my life….” He looks at me hesitant….  He sigh and walked out. I closed the door, letting my tears flood my cheeks… hours later,     I rested my head against Dad’s shoulder, I am sitting in his office. I just wanted to talk. Dad sat here silent letting me speak. I said, “I… am so angry… so angry… that I won’t even flinch to kill hundreds…”   I asked, “Dad… why love hurts so much?....”   Dad asked instead, “You miss him or want to get back with him…. it depends on your answer”    I said, “neither…. I don’t miss him that much to die, neither I want to go back to him… forgiving him just because he don’t remember will be putting my worth down…”   Dad said, “Exactly… I don’t even need to teach you, you are smart…” I whispered, “He made me realize…. He thinks of himself too much, like him is superior than anyone… he makes himself hero or victimizes himself in his part of story…”  Dad asked, “Something happened?” He questioned on my detailed words.  I said, “I will only tell if you promise not to go after HIM, I don’t want Logan to dig in further..”  Dad sigh, he said, “…. you are misusing my concern…. but Ok.. I promise…”  I said, “He.. came to me asking why I look at him hateful… I beat him up and told him not to show his face again…” Dad said stern, “Perfect…”  I internally scoffed on how much Dad hates Logan, Dad is simply worried about me….. I have to admit… I am his weakness… Dad will throw away the Throne for me… I know it very well… but NOW I understand why Dad dislikes Logan… his problem is he himself, he thinks of himself in every situation…. his pain is important not mine, that’s why he said he would hurt brother again, and got offended when I just spoke about his sister…. he is selfish……   I said, “He came to me again… I canceled the shoot because I saw him, I couldn’t handle to see him…. but he came to me saying I am doing this as revenge on ex…. he apparently saw pictures of me and him…. and assumed… He dumped me and I am doing that for attention….”   Dad said, “He deserves a slap…” I whispered, “I did slap…” Dad nod and said, “Perfect…”  I added, “He thought of himself as the one to lead… he thought I made a mistake or he got bored of me… resulting in breakup… He only thinks of himself, Dad… I can’t see future with him, it’s all dark all of sudden…..”  Dad stayed silent, I whispered, “I… should have listen to all of you…. it was me… it was me who made mistake…”  Dad said, “it’s not your fault… Baby Cherry is not wrong..she has been wronged… there is difference…. You are too nice, my child…. too good for this selfish world….”  I smiled through tears, Dad said, “When I first saw you, had your tiny figure in my hand…. I knew I need to protect  you from everyone… I knew I need to save this child from the world… But looking at your kind heart… I think I could have taught you some evil in me too…” I chuckled, I said, “You taught me well dad… you protected me well, you even taught me to protect myself… I am glad I have you as my Dad… I am the luckiest princess in the world…”   Logan’s POV:                  I grabbed my head as this blur memory flashed, I don’t know what to feel about all of this and now this piece of puzzled memory… I said to Mr. Raven, “Take me to the hospital…”  hours later,  I sat in front  of doctor,  Doctor said, “Don’t stress Mr. Knight… it’s not good for you..” I snapped frustrated, “It’s easy for you to say… but… This confusion and this blur memories.. they are not even memories, they are just fragments.. I hate this… I want to be normal.”   The Doctor tried to relax me… But his words and actions are really annoying me, frustrating me… the anxiety of not knowing anything but still feeling the part missing is worst… It feels so helpless… but when I look at her, I realize I will regret her hate… I will regret her tears….  I looked at the Doctor and said, “Just tell me!.. what is going on?.. I don’t care of your ethics or rules… I know you will wait to explain this to my family, but right now.. I just want truth… is this curable? ” The Doctor looks like he was debating with himself… He said, “Fine…”   In few minutes he showed me my previous brain scan… The Doctor said, “Mr. Knight… so.. the damage is in this part, although it is healing quite fine… but… there is some matter to worry about your past memories… The damage is not permanent… but rather your memories will stay blur or never come to you complete…”   I felt, empty…. weird… this helplessness took the rights of mine to process. I said, “Any treatment or therapy?.. I need to know all of my past….”   The Doctor said, “You need time and to relax….I will be honest, there are really minor chances of you recovering your memory, but… don’t stress yourself in it… it can cause the condition to worst… like the tiny fragment of your past memory won’t come unlike now…. so don’t stress, and plus, boy, don’t lose present in past… you still have the present… we can’t change much of the past either…”