help me pls

{"messages":[{"id":1057153417,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"helloud83dude14"},{"id":1057153418,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"sorry for not updating I’m having frequent breakdowns"},{"id":1057153419,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so much is going on"},{"id":1057153420,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"my whole life most important event is also coming up in may"},{"id":1057153421,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yes I’m giving my life most important exam in just 1 month.... and dad is busy, ben is busy, my other cousins are having their things to deal with and it’s getting lonely alone in house"},{"id":1057153422,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m super nervous and scared and my confidence is -6%"},{"id":1057153423,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"also this shity device keep distracting me"},{"id":1057153424,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I even throw my phone and other devices off the balcony just because I was throwing a traumatic mental breakdown"},{"id":1057153425,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so ya... my faithful days are giving me shit luckud83dude42"},{"id":1057153426,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know I’m most fucking late updater author sometimes I even forgot to update for 2-3 even one is on 6 months breakud83dudc40"},{"id":1057153427,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so ya .... can anyone of you help me plan out how to give updates for you guys so my stress and study are both not disturbud83dude13"},{"id":1057153428,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I think I might or not able to handle anything if things go on like this"},{"id":1057153429,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m only left with 27 days at most I can’t handle anything"},{"id":1057153430,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know I’m bad author but still"},{"id":1057153431,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and who ever have my personal number I will be offline after today ud83dude2b"},{"id":1057153432,"character_id":6534933,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and I’m offline on insta for last 20-30 daysud83dudc40u2620"},{"id":1057156456,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"IM F*CKING SORRYYY!!!!!!!!"}]}