Episode-402

Episode-402  Logan’s POV: few days later…     I just took few days off, I couldn’t get myself out of my mansion after that day. I couldn’t gather myself. I think I need this break.  I am just in my backward reading a book near the firewood. It’s better and relaxing, maybe after this break… I will be better.   I got a call, I answered and said, “Yes, Marsha…” Marsha said, “Bro…. I did it… I aced the week.. guess what I had the best semester project..”  I smiled and said, “That good… but remember to keep this up….. come here… we will celebrate…”  Marsha said, “yes!!!!!!... but.. no healthy food” I chuckled.   1 hour later,     I placed the plate in front of Marsha. She is so happy, I read her project draft… It’s good, this little girl did well. I am so proud of her. I ordered all of that she said.    She like Chinese food too much… I messed her hair and said, “Keep this up.”  Marsha said, “ya!... I will…. but….  I don’t want to study…. I need a long break…” I warned, “No.. you are not ignoring your studies… anyways, I think the break is coming soon…you can do whatever you want then…” she made a face… I just kept eating, She is smart… and little childish.    She said, “I really like these dumplings… god!!!! it’s so tasty….”  I said, “we could have called Grandpa…” Marsha said, “no…. He can’t eat this food…. his dietitian will kill us….” yea… I should consider his health. Marsha said, “Anyways… he has appointment with his friends, it’s Saturday…. and it’s his friends time…”   I whispered, “We shouldn’t trouble him anymore…. he is worried since accident….”   Few minutes later, I was lost in my own world. She was crying… she must be hating me…. Well I should too, she is really hard to tolerate…. why did I even dated her?...  I should just forget Evelyn… she must be the worst page of my life… let’s forget it.    Marsha asked, “Logan…. you ok?...” she looks worried about my lost self. I said, “Amm… yea… don’t worry..” Marsha asked, “You have a headache again?” She looks really concerned. I said, “No… don’t worry… I was just thinking about something…..”  Marsha complained, “Doctor said not to stress…. please Bro relax…” I nod… I should really relax…   I blurred out, “I shouldn’t worry right?... I have my family and all… why should worry about that girl?” Marsha asked confused, “Girl?” Sh*T! I said it loud.   Marsha asked, “Your girlfriend?… you recognize her?... you two together?” I looked at Marsha on this… she sounded really concern. I asked her, “You know My girl friend?... who is she?”  I just want to hear from her, she said, “Amm… no.. I thought you know… but I don’t know…” she looked away scratching her neck, somehow I know she is nervous and is bluffing.   I warned, “Marsha…”  She got up and said, “I.. I need water…”  I said, “Marsha please… please… I am confused, I need to know who is she… you know her?... then tell me please…”  Marsha sigh, she sat back looking down, She said, “Actually…. she didn’t wanted to be mentioned since you don’t remember…” wow… Evelyn was really happy about my condition, she used this to disappear using my own sister.   I looked at Marsha and said, “You are listening to her… ignoring your brother… Please tell me, I can’t even sleep properly… what you know Marsha?”   Marsha looked at me like she gave up, She said, “I.. I don’t know much… but I saw her with you, She is Princess Evelyn Gray….”  I whispered, “Evelyn Gray” so indeed it’s her…. she used my sister… does she hate me that much?   Marsha said, “Yes!...can you believe it!.. she dated you… I was so happy, like you got a jackpot…” she sounded excited.. then she hide her smile seeing my done face.   Marsha said, “Oh!... then… I don’t know any other thing… you didn’t introduced me to her formally…”  I looked down thinking. I buried my face in my hands, I whispered, “It’s not like she cared…. if she did… then..” I lost the will to speak I got up, I picked the dishes. Marsha said, “Then?”   I walked to the kitchen counter and said, “If she cared then she should have cared to show up in hospital when I was fighting death….”  I said, “She doesn’t care, Marsha… forget it!” I heard Marsha, “But.. she came”  I turned to see Marsha, Evelyn showed up at hospital… but I never saw her… and Evelyn said she didn’t came… Marsha said, “She came to the hospital… she looked tired, her eyes were really red and puffed… Like she cried… she cared…”   I walked to Marsha and asked impatient, “She came?... really?” I was somehow happy… that she cared!  Marsha nod and said, “Yes…. she was going to see you…. but she heard you asking about yourself to the nurse… that you don’t remember…. she left after that….”  She… She left because I forgot!!!... she could have grab me and say that she is part of my life…. then why?... questions ever end… do they?   Marsha said, “She said that it doesn’t matter since you don’t remember”   She said this… Evelyn really said this….  Yea… She is right here, Past doesn’t matter since I don’t remember… I don’t need to remember…. from now on… I will stop myself for real, and forget that girl….