Episode-414

Episode-414   Evelyn’s POV:   I covered myself in the blanket, I am getting chills all over. The fever is really killing me, my body hurts. The blood test said I am having a bad flue. But… I will blame myself for this, I should have called the doctor earlier, I just starved and stayed in the balcony….  I am an idiot.   Mom touched my face and said, “You are burning….”  I closed my eyes in attempt to rest. I heard Dad whispering to Mom, “should we call a another specialist?... it looks bad…” I don’t know why are they here… I mean I am an adult. The new baby arrived they should be talking care of him. I don’t like to be like this, it feels like I am taking attention the baby needs.    Mom said, “amm… you seem right…..” I said, “Mom … Dad…. I just need rest… please go to baby Zander…. I am an adult, don’t baby me…..”   I heard Dad, “Don’t order us… You are our youngest baby… so you have to deal with this…”  Logan’s POV:      I was just holding the mug of coffee, Lily was talking. I think.. I am not really here… I am just physically here….. I am not even interested.  Lily waving her hand in front of my face catching  my attention. I looked at her, she asked, “You listening?…” I said, “amm.. yea… sorry.. I was just…”  Lily said, “Logan…”   I looked at her face, she said, “will you be honest?... it feels like you don’t really like me…” she said this calm… I said, “it’s.. not like that..” Lily shakes her head in no. she said, “Who is she?” I was stunned. Lily smiled looking down, she said, “I doing the same Logan… I am trying to get over my boyfriend…. my ex… actually….” She said, “You are dating me for the same…” I looked down at my coffee. Is it that easy to read?  She said, “Who is she?”   I whispered, “she…. she is just someone….. but I don’t really know how much… I love her…..” Lily said, “I think you love her a lot… or why you would be this lost, and depressed…” Maybe she is right?   I said, “But she doesn’t love me…. I am sure about that…” Lily said, “Love… doesn’t come to everyone… maybe we are not lucky enough…” she looks sad, she looks at the ring in her finger. I noticed it today actually… She touched it and whispered, “some people…. just take your heart… and never return….”  She stayed silent for few minutes, so did I. Lily said, “but… I think we both should try to move on…. if we don’t became lover, then at least…. a good secret keeper and friends….. that’s sounds good…” I nod and whispered, “good enough.”   Logan’s POV: I woke up sweating, I felt like I was in a void…. so silent… like I couldn’t hear anything….. Like everything was moving so slow…. My head is bursting open… it pains that much… I feel  like throwing up but some kind of weakness too.. Meds… Meds… my medicine?  I can’t even hear my own sound right now… what is going on…. What is going on!!!!  I called for maids… but I couldn’t hear my own words…. I got down the bed, tried to walk to table, in attempt to get some water….. But I felt so weak… everything is spinning… I got on my knees, holding myself on the floor on my fours. I grabbed my head and whished this would end… that.. this pain will go away… or this is going to kill me… I can’t even think properly…..