Episode-415

Episode-415     Evelyn’s POV:    I called Jean she hasn’t called me since yesterday. I don’t know anything about Logan from past day, like the information stopped coming in…. I know I may sound like a stalker but I couldn’t help it, it’s like I can’t be ok till I know about his wellbeing... Why?... I am worried sick about him…. not forgiveness for him but I am just doing this for myself….. I… I won’t be able to sleep if.. if I stay this worried…. I didn’t slept last night… I can’t take it now.. I really want to know how is he, what is he doing?… that I don’t have anything to worry about. I called Jean again as I whispered, “If you don’t answer your job is no longer yours…” I am so angry on her.  I noticed the door knocked, I said, “come in..” I coughed a little in the end. I saw Jean, I glared at her saying, “You finally here?.... you are now ignoring my calls?” Jean said, “I am sorry…” she walked to me and passed me the plate of fruits, the maid left us alone. I said, “Tell me… How is Logan?” Jean looked down as she passed me meds, she said, “Princess.. I don’t think you should worry about Mr. KNIGHT?”  I looked at her and said, “I said tell me… is he ok?”  Jean looked at me and said, “Why are you worried about him so much?... look at yourself, you are unwell… still look sleepless….. I am sure you didn’t took care of yourself, you skipped the meds last night too… how you will recover?... why are you even worried?...” I warned, “Jean…” Jean said, “You love him… that’s why….. that you love that man…”  Jean said, “for your well being… I suggest detach yourself from him… it’s better for you….”   I stayed silent, Jean said, “Princess… don’t ever think about him…..” I asked her warning, “You… you are ordering me?!!!”   Jean lowered her gaze and said, “I am requesting….”   She said, “Mr. Logan Knight has a girlfriend… they will call you names..…”   I stood up and asked, “Jean… don’t cross the line…. Tell me is he doing fine?... I know he is fine… I just need assurance…” I went close to her and said, “I know importance of my self respect, you don’t need to remind me….”  I know she is just worried, I walked away to the dresser as I whispered, “You all never understood me…. just… want to control me…” I said out in some kind of fear, like Jean was right… it was time to stop…   I heard Jean, “maids found.. Logan on the floor unconscious…… he is unconscious for 14 hours, Doctor’s are worried…. they are going to take him to  hospital soon…. I heard his pulse is also not normal…” I subconsciously dropped the comb from my hand. I turned to Jean.    I felt shivers, shivers that indicate fear. My eyes flooded in tears, my hands were shaking, my heart was going miles in worry. I somehow asked gathering my voice, “Where… Where is Logan?”    Jean got close to me grabbing my shoulder, she said, “It’s not our problem…. Please… move on… Who knows will he ever wake up or not?” I screamed, “Shut up!!!” I Looked at her in anger, I grabbed her jaw and asked, “Just tell me… where is he?”  Her eyes went big, she whispered, “His place…” I left her behind as I dashed out of  there, my cheeks were wet at this point…. I ran down the stairs, my shaky fearful steps caused me to fall on the last few steps. I bumped into the vase stand and was on the ground. The maids grasped and tried to help me. But  I yanked them and gathered myself to reach him. I only need to see him, he needs to be well. Logan can’t go like this…. he survived the crash, the after affect can’t do anything to him, right? He… He needs to be ok….. he must…. or… or…. I will destroy everything….. including myself    No… No… he is fine…. He will be fine….  I will do anything to see him well….  I drove my car to the main gate, I was racing the car at this point, not caring about the traffic  or the route. I just need to be near him.    I don’t know how long it took me to be at his place, but it was hardest for me. I kept panicking as the worst thought came in my mine. I parked the car, and dashed to the main door. I pressed the button like a crazy person, it took like forever for the maids to open to door.  I kept praying for him internally. the door opened and I rushed in ignoring the shocked faces. I saw the old man standing there stunned. He looked at me from up to down, I was in mess and it surprised him. His grandpa said, “Your highness? you?…..”  Before I could speak, I heard His sister’s voice, “Grandpa!!.... come fast…”  My eyes went big on this young girls voice, was she scared or….. Logan? I whispered his name to me. The old man rushed to stairs as I stood there motionless…. I was scared…. really scared….  I gathered my courage and ran on the stairs to Logan’s room, I passed the old man in way… not giving a damn!!!  I stepped in the room pushing the door, I saw the nurses, Logan’s sister….. and her…. I was bothered by this women… Lily… his new girlfriend… But I was here to see him not her… she doesn’t matter. Everyone was looking at me stunned, they might have never imagined I would be here, like this.   I noticed the Doctor was also looking at me shocked. My eyes went to find Logan, I noticed he was on the bed looking at my face… He woke up…. looks like he just woke up…    I met heaven internally. He worries me a lot…. makes me cry…. and then… when he is fine… everything seems to be ok   I want to hug right now, but….. Lily’s existence stopped me. I heard the old man saying, “Logan…. thank god… you are awake…” My tears finally met my cheek….  Everyone was still looking at me, I felt sharp pain in my left hand… I was feeling it before but now it became intense as I felt like I was in sense. But my eyes never let his gaze go. He is awake… he is fine with us…  I noticed Logan got up, he looks weak. He tried to walk, and Lily rushed to support him. My feast tighten…. why am I even here….. I am just an outsider in his life… whom he don’t remember….  Logan rushed to me pushing her away and embraced me like I will disappear. I was stunned, I noticed the shock on everyone’s face. But his embrace felt heavenly that I didn’t cared for a second. He parted a little to touch my cheeks, he said, “…Evelyn…. How can you leave me?”   I was speechless, he whispered, “I… I planned a lot for that proposal… you just left…” my eyes went wide. I grabbed his face and asked, “You…. what are you saying?” like I was begging him. Logan whispered, “I remember… everything…” I cried out as  I heard this.