his breathing spell!

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I’m in a relationship already."},{"id":1180565785,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and I won’t mind telling her that!"},{"id":1180565786,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’ll listen to mom but not lie to anyone, that’s what mom taught me."},{"id":1180565787,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Name!...*felt angry*"},{"id":1180565788,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i~"},{"id":1180565789,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I asked you something..who the hell are you dating now?"},{"id":1180565790,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"jimin_"},{"id":1180565791,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"jimin is married for God sake!...*shout at him*"},{"id":1180565792,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and Mr Kim~"},{"id":1180565793,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What!...*shocked beyond words*"},{"id":1180565794,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"they are not married together."},{"id":1180565795,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Instead, we are together like a throuple."},{"id":1180565796,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"don’t worry, i ain’t a bitch of a married couple mom!...*scoffs*"},{"id":1180565797,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What’s all this?...*having trouble to accept the fact*"},{"id":1180565798,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"How could it be possible!...*mind felt numbed*"},{"id":1180565799,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"how can you?...*gazed him angrily*"},{"id":1180565800,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yes I am!"},{"id":1180565801,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"p.polyamorous!?"},{"id":1180565802,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Now i think everything is clear!"},{"id":1180565803,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It’s Not True!...*scream*"},{"id":1180565804,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"My son can never be in this kind of relationship with anyone!"},{"id":1180565805,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I didn’t give you any wrong teachings?"},{"id":1180565806,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Where did I get wrong?...*questioned herself*"},{"id":1180565807,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"How you get yourself into these sons!...*looked at him again with wide eyes*"},{"id":1180565808,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it’s not true...*said whispers like*"},{"id":1180565809,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"we can visit a psychologist...*tried to reach him*"},{"id":1180565810,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m not sick mom!...*said loudly*"},{"id":1180565811,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"This act of yours is as sick as you are!"},{"id":1180565812,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you’re having an unacceptable relationship with them both now!"},{"id":1180565813,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Mom, I am sure you saw the way to go back to the entrance!...*bite his lips way too harshly*"},{"id":1180565814,"character_id":32181473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hah!"},{"id":1180565815,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook left her there and headed to his room while he was now incapable of controlling his tears. After reaching his room, he opened the door and locked it from inside, and slipped through it breaking out completely."},{"id":1180565816,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he was crying so hard, his face was getting blue, his shoulders were shaking..he was hiding his face with his palm while the screaming was not so low..in his miserable state he didn’t even notice something."},{"id":1180565817,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"precisely someone, the presence of someone else there!"},{"id":1180565818,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"taehyung doesn’t know why he got into his room, but yeah. He was there beforehand..was waiting for him to come back."},{"id":1180565819,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but he never once in his wild dream thought to witness it. Right now he felt his heart might explode seeing jungkook this broken..he was still stuck and In his crisis when he remembered jungkook couldn’t take heavy crying...he fainted last time too, so with shutting all his thoughts, he ran up to him faster than quick."},{"id":1180565820,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"koo, baby~ *said softly*"},{"id":1180565821,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*slid his hands down and saw him with his bloodshot eyes*"},{"id":1180565822,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"It’s ok..it will be fine alright!...*kneel before him*"},{"id":1180565823,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"t.tae~ *lips trembled as he tried to talk while more tears came out*"},{"id":1180565824,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ok..calm down first...*hands on air, hesitant to when touch him*"},{"id":1180565825,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*staring him miserably*"},{"id":1180565826,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"take a deep breath!...*showing him by acts*"},{"id":1180565827,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*directly wrapped his arms around him and started crying again with painful voices*"},{"id":1180565828,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"t..tae sh.e she is..*hiccup*"},{"id":1180565829,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"se..aaah...*trying hard to took breathing*"},{"id":1180565830,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"it’s ok. it’s okay. I’m here...*continuously rubbing his back*"},{"id":1180565831,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"s.she...*pulled away and again tried to tell him*"},{"id":1180565832,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Let her go for now!...*said loud enough to flinch him*"},{"id":1180565833,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i..i *hiccup* *cries more*"},{"id":1180565834,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"try to breathe..you will get faint..breath baby please.. breath...*cupped his face very lightly and start begging desperately*"},{"id":1180565835,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"how do you know?....*forget he was crying in shock*"},{"id":1180565836,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*breaths start getting normal*"},{"id":1180565837,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Last time when you get faint..i got some tests for you...*sighed in relief seeing his condition getting better*"},{"id":1180565838,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"then i get to know you’re facing cyanotic breath-holding."},{"id":1180565839,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*don’t know how to respond and feel about it*"},{"id":1180565840,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"so."},{"id":1180565841,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"huh?....*snapped out*"},{"id":1180565842,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"since when?...*asked in tiny*"},{"id":1180565843,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Is it natural or there is something i don’t know the cause why you have it?"},{"id":1180565844,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"because jinyoung said it happens when the body gets too sensitive to lose control with the brain while crying in anger or immerse pain or maybe when they gets too frustrated...*explains himself with a soft calming voice*"},{"id":1180565845,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"humm?....*demand the answer*"},{"id":1180565846,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it..its not natural...*wiped his tears*"},{"id":1180565847,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It was just that i found out that i was born sensitive...*looking at his lap*"},{"id":1180565848,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Is there any difference?...*asked more softly*"},{"id":1180565849,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Yeah..It’s from when i was a child and something happened and i couldn’t help but cry hard in pain."},{"id":1180565850,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"because before it i never cried that much in my life."},{"id":1180565851,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so it was not natural or else i should be like this every time i would cry when i was a toddler."},{"id":1180565852,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Oh!..i Get you...*urge to ask what happened to him but let it go as he was already in a poor state*"},{"id":1180565853,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"don’t worry it’s normal you know?...*nervously smiled*"},{"id":1180565854,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"it’s not harmful.. it just made you faint well don’t know for how long...*shrugged his shoulder*"},{"id":1180565855,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know...*bites his lips*"},{"id":1180565856,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and you know what...*looked at him with the most innocent face, and his eyes full of tears again*"},{"id":1180565857,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"my whole family knows about my condition."},{"id":1180565858,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"still...*feeling his words got stuck*"},{"id":1180565859,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"still..she~ *again breaths start to get uneven*"},{"id":1180565860,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"jungkook let her go for heaven’s sake!"},{"id":1180565861,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"What even she said to him...*whispered to himself while looking away*"},{"id":1180565862,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Still, she said things that make me cry!ud83dudca2 *screams his lungs out after collecting too much effort and finally completed his sentence*"},{"id":1180565863,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What if I might die?...*asked his loudly*"},{"id":1180565864,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Stop It!"},{"id":1180565865,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I said stop it, it is not supposed to make you die...*connect their forehead to calm him*"},{"id":1180565866,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"she doesn’t care...*face again start getting blue*"},{"id":1180565867,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook was not stopping, so tae grabbed his head and attached their lips together to distract him."},{"id":1180565868,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook squeeze his eyes and the collected tears there start flowing through them, tae’s eyes skipped tears too, his heart was heavy looking at all this, he was kissing him unbearably slow and detached just to get his mind off those things, he let only the tips of their lips get attached and then get away, again he sucked them slightly and pulled away still his mouth got all salty, that’s how much jungkook cried."},{"id":1180565869,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*completely pulled away*"},{"id":1180565870,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you crying~ *noticed tae’s eyes and asked confusedly*"},{"id":1180565871,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"No talking anymore...*put his finger on his lips*"},{"id":1180565872,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*directly carried him up in his arms*"},{"id":1180565873,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Uhh...*flushed*"},{"id":1180565874,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae put him on his bed and tugged him on the sheet properly"},{"id":1180565875,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"take rest for now..we will talk again about this humm...*said before pecking his forehead*"},{"id":1180565876,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"wait~ *grabbed his wrist as he turned around*"},{"id":1180565877,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"tae.."},{"id":1180565878,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"there again some tears threatened to spill out and that made tae angry this time, for how long he had to tell him not to cry..he knew crying a little wouldn’t do anything but still, seeing him crying was so painful like hell."},{"id":1180565879,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"don’t you dare to fall a single tear out of your damn eyes now!"},{"id":1180565880,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I will do worst with you if you don’t listen to me!...*threatened him darkly as he was not taking the soft side*"},{"id":1180565881,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It.. it’s important...*whine and let his lower lips plucked out as much as he could like a baby in anger*"},{"id":1180565882,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"tell me...*blank face*"},{"id":1180565883,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I..i think I told her something I should. not...*worried*"},{"id":1180565884,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"huh?"},{"id":1180565885,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"about our relationship~"},{"id":1180565886,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"What!"},{"id":1180565887,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I..i..i’m sorry...*made a horrible face as he thought he did worst by doing it*"},{"id":1180565888,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ok..ok you don’t have to be sorry first."},{"id":1180565889,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"and no cries.."},{"id":1180565890,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"it’s not a big deal..yeah..not a big deal...*forced a smile*"},{"id":1180565891,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"really?...*got calm*"},{"id":1180565892,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"humm..i’ll take care of it...*nodded his head*"},{"id":1180565893,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*it’s freaking a big deal, you fuu00e7ker what have you done*"},{"id":1180565894,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"tae~"},{"id":1180565895,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"yeah..you don’t worry and take rest."},{"id":1180565896,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*nodded cutely with his doe eyes wide open*"},{"id":1180565897,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"do you want something to eat?"},{"id":1180565898,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"no..just"},{"id":1180565899,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"can you give me some water~"},{"id":1180565900,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"oh yeah wait...*looked around and found a jug*"},{"id":1180565901,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*poured him a glass of a water*"},{"id":1180565902,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*gulped it down all in one go*"},{"id":1180565903,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Everything is OK...*remind him again*"},{"id":1180565904,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Everything will be OK...*remind himself again and again in his mind*"},{"id":1180565905,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"yeah..good..good boy...*gave him soft smile while caressing his cheek*"},{"id":1180565906,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*closed his eyes*"},{"id":1180565907,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae succeeded in calming him down completely, but now he has got the worst himself...he was nervous beyond every fear."},{"id":1180565908,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"just cause of jimin’s dad!"},{"id":1180565909,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he was not the man, they really could fight against."},{"id":1180565910,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"let’s see what life got for them, will they become closer through it or get detached even more."},{"id":1180565911,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1180565912,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"oops! did I make anyone cry?"},{"id":1180565913,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1180565914,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9c"}]}