Pain that can kill!

{"messages":[{"id":1355083787,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"what happened?"},{"id":1355083788,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"they fought."},{"id":1355083789,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"this the only thing jungkook got to ask then he arranged an urgent suite for their baby omega..no one dared to talk about jin or even anything that caught the topic of him."},{"id":1355083790,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon was pregnant and they didn’t want to depress him more than he already was, jimin tried to talk normally meanwhile jungkook was silent but put on a peaceful smile just to not make him feel sad but who they were fooling in the end..the gestures were not helping at all!"},{"id":1355083791,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"instead, namjoon was feeling clowned..he wanted to talk about it..he wanted to know where jin is..just after feeling a little out of the previous argument he was now worried for his husband yet too much stubborn to ask."},{"id":1355083792,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hyung..i~"},{"id":1355083793,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you want something?...*sitting near him on the bed*"},{"id":1355083794,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m going out, tell me if you need anything...*looked at them before he could go out*"},{"id":1355083795,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"wh..why. where are you going hyung?...*get alert*"},{"id":1355083796,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I have something important to do outside."},{"id":1355083797,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"can’t you just stay?...*looked at him with puppy wet eyes*"},{"id":1355083798,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m here baby...*placed his hand on his’s*"},{"id":1355083799,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*got silently nodded*"},{"id":1355083800,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"as namjoon nodded jungkook left in no time leaving them alone."},{"id":1355083801,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"jimin...*pulled his hand back*"},{"id":1355083802,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you don’t have to treat me all nice when you think I did wrong with him while you know exactly why I did it...*said with a stern voice*"},{"id":1355083803,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you’re restless!...*ignored his rudeness*"},{"id":1355083804,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you miss him?"},{"id":1355083805,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I..I’m not..I’m fine..*looked away*"},{"id":1355083806,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I don’t even want him in my life anymore! the man who can’t protect himself will protect us!?...*scoffs*"},{"id":1355083807,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*signed deeply*"},{"id":1355083808,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you know what baby?...*now said with a calm voice*"},{"id":1355083809,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"acceptance is the key to inner peace whether it is your guilt or mistake."},{"id":1355083810,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"or even regret!"},{"id":1355083811,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I don’t regret it!"},{"id":1355083812,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you really don’t?"},{"id":1355083813,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’ll do anything for my baby’s safety...*caressed his belly as he said with wet eyes*"},{"id":1355083814,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"baby’s safety is equally concerned with jin hyung as well as yours."},{"id":1355083815,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"we don’t break family to protect family namjoon."},{"id":1355083816,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*blankly seeing him with an innocent face*"},{"id":1355083817,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"we do it together."},{"id":1355083818,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"now I’ll ask you again."},{"id":1355083819,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you really don’t care about your husband."},{"id":1355083820,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you are not concerned for him at all?"},{"id":1355083821,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*tears start forming in his eyes*"},{"id":1355083822,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"this is not a concert where you had to choose between your love once."},{"id":1355083823,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"only you are not responsible for this baby!"},{"id":1355083824,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"know it at least."},{"id":1355083825,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"can you.."},{"id":1355083826,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"can you get me to know where he is?"},{"id":1355083827,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"of course of course I will!"},{"id":1355083828,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"come here...*pulled him close and embraced him*"},{"id":1355083829,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it’s alright humm...*caress his hair and face*"},{"id":1355083830,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it happens sometimes in marriage life..especially when you’re having a baby it made you insecure from even jin hyung."},{"id":1355083831,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but we all know how much you love him..right?"},{"id":1355083832,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"humm...i don’t want to choose either...*slightly nodded*"},{"id":1355083833,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jimin’s voice was claiming from the start it made the little omega melt and finally open up under his soft touches."},{"id":1355083834,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know I was wrong."},{"id":1355083835,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know exactly"},{"id":1355083836,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"no...i actually witnessed it...*completely pulled away to say it*"},{"id":1355083837,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"how much he feels weak whenever his past gets its toll on him."},{"id":1355083838,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I even told him to fight his fear, to face the man, but he is just not doing it."},{"id":1355083839,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"he was doing nothing...*nodded in denial*"},{"id":1355083840,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so I.."},{"id":1355083841,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I had no choice but to let him down...*voice cracked*"},{"id":1355083842,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ruthlessly."},{"id":1355083843,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and yes."},{"id":1355083844,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I love him...*said after taking a deep breath*"},{"id":1355083845,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I want him back too!"},{"id":1355083846,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but still, I want taehyung to complete what I initiated to do...*said darkly*"},{"id":1355083847,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yes I accept it."},{"id":1355083848,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"who said I didn’t."},{"id":1355083849,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I accept it all jimin."},{"id":1355083850,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1355083851,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"how did you find me?...*asked angry*"},{"id":1355083852,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"that doesn’t matter!"},{"id":1355083853,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"oh..alright yeah, after all, all the people I believe in the end are related to you!"},{"id":1355083854,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it must be yoongi who was trying to split things out of my mouth a while ago!"},{"id":1355083855,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why do I always trust wrong people...why!ud83dudca2"},{"id":1355083856,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hyung please i wanna talk."},{"id":1355083857,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and all the people you trust only want the best for you."},{"id":1355083858,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"now before you start defending your son I should better leave...*about to leave his sight*"},{"id":1355083859,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m his father..I can’t help and you have to listen to me too!...*said sternly*"},{"id":1355083860,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and why would I do it?...*frowned while directly looking into his eyes*"},{"id":1355083861,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"because I know you want to...*sighed*"},{"id":1355083862,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you want someone to explain things, you want to have all the answers to the questions you’re asking yourself."},{"id":1355083863,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m not interested in your bullshit anymore...*looked a little less stable*"},{"id":1355083864,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"save it for your dear son...*thin his lips before turning to leave*"},{"id":1355083865,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hold On!"},{"id":1355083866,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"This is not about you and namjoon anymore hyung!...*showed a little annoyance*"},{"id":1355083867,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and you have every idea how insecure he has been lately."},{"id":1355083868,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you’re risking none other than your own blood."},{"id":1355083869,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"do you still want to leave?"},{"id":1355083870,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you know what you’re right..i have every possible idea of his condition or about any other risk and that’s also the only thing keeping me away from doing any reckless thing!"},{"id":1355083871,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Now you should know how much I’m feeling tortured just by seeing your face right now."},{"id":1355083872,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"your words shroud nothing but all laced with him."},{"id":1355083873,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"your eyes"},{"id":1355083874,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I can vividly see his image on them."},{"id":1355083875,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jin was talking to him but clearly, he was lost..his mind was all around only one person his eyes were lost, his words trembled and his voice breathy..It was not any simple for him..it was indeed killing him inside, he faced his trust being broken and crumbling, and this hurts more, more than any fear of being expoSEd."},{"id":1355083876,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hyung he needs you."},{"id":1355083877,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook tried his best while bringing this..he believes jin would melt after listening to it."},{"id":1355083878,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I don’t care."},{"id":1355083879,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but no use, jin was hurt beyond repair this time."},{"id":1355083880,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he left leaving jungkook all worried..now he felt the need of only someone specific like he never had before, taehyung was the one who could help with this..he knew exactly."},{"id":1355083881,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook finally thought to put his ego aside which was stopping him from talking to his boyfriend in the first place, cause right now he just wanted to make namjin together again. Even tho he didn’t know about the whole situation he was afraid for his life seeing namjoon in that painful state..he just wanted to make everything all right."},{"id":1355083882,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"so he pulled out his phone and directly called taehyung..he was even hopeless about getting received but yet he was not discouraged enough to let it go..and he tried again."},{"id":1355083883,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"luckily on the third ring, the alpha finally picked up and said his name, it sounds so plain and blunt that made him emotionally hurt for a second."},{"id":1355083884,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"jeon jungkook?ud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083885,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Kim taehyungud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083886,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I..ud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083887,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I need youud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083888,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook said with all the pain at the tip of his tongue now making the alpha lose his toughness this time."},{"id":1355083889,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Are you home? I’m comingud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083890,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"no..i’m im not...*sniffs*ud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083891,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"then where are you and where is jiminud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083892,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"is he ok?ud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083893,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae asked about jimin instead..he didn’t want to be loud about being impatient for the kook’s condition..at least not when he is all mad and messy in his mind taking him for precisely."},{"id":1355083894,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"he is fine but~ud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083895,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"but what!ud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083896,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"for God’s sake don’t intensify things and tell me simply why you have called.ud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083897,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"what does he even tell you about jin hyung?ud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083898,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"what’s the matter related to jin hyung he was talking about?ud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083899,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"jungkook can you explain it specifically ud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083900,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"jin hyung is super angry at him..and namjoon on the other handud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083901,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"he has been a crying mess and he even left the house saying he can’t stay with his husband anymoreud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083902,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"jimin is trying to console him but I know he will only get better when your brother will take a stepud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083903,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I want you to talk to himud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083904,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m worried about namjoon..his condition did not allow us to make him feel depressedud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083905,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"jin hyung should know it well in the first place..God knows how he can ignore his wife’s condition and put his unborn child at riskud83dudcf1"},{"id":1355083906,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"at this point tae cut the call..he couldn’t explain neither he wanted to be stuck in that discussion."},{"id":1355083907,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"How?...*gasped looking at his phone*"},{"id":1355083908,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"How can they brothers be so irresponsible!...*raised his both hands in the air in disbelief*"},{"id":1355083909,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1355083910,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I think it’s boring for some of you but I always write how I feel about the emotions of me and others around me..that somehow helps my messy mind. so for namjin I wanted to write about a mother’s insecurities."},{"id":1355083911,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I just wanted to have a person, so loyal to me that they never turned me down..but they did..i think this is why we are humans, not angels..so be ready for any headache because those who declare to love you, can also break your trust and nothing hurt more than it does..anyway, I can feel jin..so yeah I hope you guys like and appreciate and don’t take it like useless trash."},{"id":1355083912,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"bye."},{"id":1355083913,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1355083914,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9c"}]}