mission - love therapy

{"messages":[{"id":1398006024,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Days passed, and we became more close"},{"id":1398006025,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"(at least from my side)"},{"id":1398006026,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he takes me out on dates I mean for me, It’s like dates for him, it’s simply hang-outs"},{"id":1398006027,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he even allowed me to stay in my apartment.... be back to my normal routine"},{"id":1398006028,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I am started to feel alive again but"},{"id":1398006029,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"my mind ........ the voice inside me is telling to stop trusting him stop expecting something..."},{"id":1398006030,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Like love.."},{"id":1398006031,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Are you feeling better?"},{"id":1398006032,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"yeah"},{"id":1398006033,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(but how can I not trust him?)"},{"id":1398006034,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"* start recording*"},{"id":1398006035,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"why do you always record our conversation??"},{"id":1398006036,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"well... umm"},{"id":1398006037,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it’s for- it’s for you to feel better and safe"},{"id":1398006038,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"* hold mc hand*"},{"id":1398006039,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(I do feel safe but is this really for me ?)"},{"id":1398006040,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(of course It’s or me or else for whom)"},{"id":1398006041,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"can I ask you more questions?"},{"id":1398006042,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"sure"},{"id":1398006043,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"* pull his hand back*"},{"id":1398006044,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"are you taking your medicine?"},{"id":1398006045,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Yes"},{"id":1398006046,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(I want to be normal.... again.... for you )"},{"id":1398006047,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"is there someone telling you to stop all of this and just be isolated? Maybe a voice inside you ?"},{"id":1398006048,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(yes every time)"},{"id":1398006049,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"no"},{"id":1398006050,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"last question do you still have pseudo reality about me ??"},{"id":1398006051,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(sometimes when I am alone)"},{"id":1398006052,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"no"},{"id":1398006053,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"are you lying??"},{"id":1398006054,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"you already asked the last question"},{"id":1398006055,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"we promised to have a limit of questions per day ( it was your idea )"},{"id":1398006056,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"after a moment of silence"},{"id":1398006057,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ok as u wish"},{"id":1398006058,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but John"},{"id":1398006059,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"see"},{"id":1398006060,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i guess it’s hard for you to tell me the truth i mean ..... you love me ?"},{"id":1398006061,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"( i do )"},{"id":1398006062,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but"},{"id":1398006063,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i am also a doctor and without the correct information or honest answers how can I help you ?"},{"id":1398006064,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i told to not feel like you are crazy or something"},{"id":1398006065,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it’s a disease that can be cursed"},{"id":1398006066,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"( lie )"},{"id":1398006067,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"we both just need to co-operate"},{"id":1398006068,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"if you need time it’s fine"},{"id":1398006069,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"no pressure for you but just..."},{"id":1398006070,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"don’t think negative ok?"},{"id":1398006071,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ok"},{"id":1398006072,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"* going to stand up *"},{"id":1398006073,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"* hold his arm * wait i will be honest this time"},{"id":1398006074,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"* about the say something* -"},{"id":1398006075,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"no pressure"},{"id":1398006076,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i really want to"},{"id":1398006077,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ok"},{"id":1398006078,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so ..."},{"id":1398006079,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i do take my medicine"},{"id":1398006080,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"but the voice that were talking about is still there"},{"id":1398006081,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"everytime, even here right now it’s telling me something"},{"id":1398006082,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"and about the pseudo reality"},{"id":1398006083,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i have it sometimes"},{"id":1398006084,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"* voice became lower and lower *"},{"id":1398006085,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"everytime I am alone in my apartment, every night"},{"id":1398006086,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"* silent*"},{"id":1398006087,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"* Stop the recording and rename it " 27/11/22 - symptoms"*"},{"id":1398006088,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"* put the phone in his pocket as he stands up *"},{"id":1398006089,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"* ruffle his hair*"},{"id":1398006090,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it’s really Brave of you"},{"id":1398006091,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"* look up *"},{"id":1398006092,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*smile*"},{"id":1398006093,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i think that enough for today"},{"id":1398006094,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let’s drop you back now shall we ?"},{"id":1398006095,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"....."},{"id":1398006096,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"* stand up and follow Michael*"},{"id":1398006097,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"........."},{"id":1398006098,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"* leave the car *"},{"id":1398006099,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"thank you"},{"id":1398006100,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hey-"},{"id":1398006101,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"* look up * * smile*"},{"id":1398006102,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"* stunned *"},{"id":1398006103,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"i don’t know what it to make him stunned maybe my smile that is clearly fake or the tears that i am controlling or my sadness but i had enough....... is this my fault?"},{"id":1398006104,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"" let’s meet soon " ( what Michael always says )"},{"id":1398006105,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"tomorrow"},{"id":1398006106,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"right?"},{"id":1398006107,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"* speach less*"},{"id":1398006108,"character_id":30483926,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"* enter his apartment*"},{"id":1398006109,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"have i done something wrong?"},{"id":1398006110,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"( i guess using him is unfair)"},{"id":1398006111,"character_id":30483925,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"( but...)"},{"id":1398006112,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"......."},{"id":1398006113,"character_id":17005484,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"question of the day"},{"id":1398006114,"character_id":17005484,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"how is Micheal using John ??"},{"id":1398006115,"character_id":17005484,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"like for what??"},{"id":1398006116,"character_id":17005484,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"leave your guess down below"},{"id":1398006117,"character_id":17005484,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"see you soon"},{"id":1398006118,"character_id":17005484,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"( and yup i am alive unfortunately)"}]}