NOTICE about my absence

{"messages":[{"id":1264555478,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Hi guys"},{"id":1264555479,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Iu2019m writing today about the reason why I didnu2019t update for a long time"},{"id":1264555480,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"The reason I couldnu2019t update was, cause I had lost all my confidence"},{"id":1264555481,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I felt like I wasnu2019t worth being a author"},{"id":1264555482,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I felt like all the stories I created until now were bad"},{"id":1264555483,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I went through a really hard time and I even considered deleting all the stories I had"},{"id":1264555484,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"For a long time, I had been struggling with insecurities about my stories and being an author"},{"id":1264555485,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"The less views I got, the more I felt like I am losing the title as a author. For me I would to see readers reading my stories, it honestly inspires me to write more"},{"id":1264555486,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But when I see barely anyone checking my works out I get immediately really sad"},{"id":1264555487,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"And of course, after updating a long time, I have lost some few readers over time, as many doesnu2019t wanna wait for updates and such for a long time, which I completely understand that aspect"},{"id":1264555488,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I donu2019t even know if itu2019s worth writing further, as I feel like that not that many are reading anymore."},{"id":1264555489,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"And I also apologize for updating after a long time :("},{"id":1264555490,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"It took me awhile to gather my thoughts together, Iu2019m sorry for that"},{"id":1264555491,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Have a good day dear readers"},{"id":1264555492,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"u2764ufe0f"}]}