my fool~(Crazy Update)

{"messages":[{"id":1375846997,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"continued"},{"id":1375846998,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What’s the meaning of my love if I can’t even protect my loved one?"},{"id":1375846999,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*shock*"},{"id":1375847000,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"did Ash said this to you?"},{"id":1375847001,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*shock*.. H.. how.. how did you.. know?"},{"id":1375847002,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ughh you crazy crazy fool..you are such a fool.. damn but you are my fool"},{"id":1375847003,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Julian, he didn’t mean it to be for you"},{"id":1375847004,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*heartaches*"},{"id":1375847005,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but isn’t it true?"},{"id":1375847006,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"no it’s not? are you really a fool or what?"},{"id":1375847007,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"God, I am confused now .. are you the older one or I am?"},{"id":1375847008,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"jeez Julian baby..."},{"id":1375847009,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"the thing last night happened was kind of my fault too, I should have been more conscious of my surrounding"},{"id":1375847010,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and if not last night then he would have kidnapped me some other time... some things are inevitable ... because those things comes to us in very unexpected way and at very unexpected moment"},{"id":1375847011,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it wasn’t your fault"},{"id":1375847012,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but everything turned out fine, you guys reached there on time and everything is fine now"},{"id":1375847013,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but I couldn’t even do anything..."},{"id":1375847014,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"then you duffer *smacks his head*"},{"id":1375847015,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you are still just a college student.. you can just try to be more powerful so no one can do anything to me"},{"id":1375847016,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and I will try my best to protect us too"},{"id":1375847017,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*touched by Luke’s words*"},{"id":1375847018,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*kisses him*"},{"id":1375847019,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*deepens the kiss*"},{"id":1375847020,"character_id":21900913,"type":3,"position":1,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3695100/chatstory/18686961/1668201479699.jpg","image_width":370,"image_height":365},{"id":1375847021,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"time skip"},{"id":1375847022,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"are you going to spend the night here?"},{"id":1375847023,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yeah"},{"id":1375847024,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"then have you-"},{"id":1375847025,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yes I have already texted Ash about it"},{"id":1375847026,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Luke, what do you mean by that? the thing you said earlier... about Ash..."},{"id":1375847027,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*sadly smiles* he .. even called me Lukie.."},{"id":1375847028,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"after so many years... that was the first time he called me that"},{"id":1375847029,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"do you like it when someone calls you Lukie?"},{"id":1375847030,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"not just someone... it was Ash and.. the first ever person who gave me this name.."},{"id":1375847031,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"then can I also call you Lukie? just sometimes?.."},{"id":1375847032,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hmm okay *snuggles in his embrace*"},{"id":1375847033,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"he.. he thinks.. he failed to protect the one he loved"},{"id":1375847034,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"that fool... can you believe you wanted to stop something which wasn’t even in his hands?"},{"id":1375847035,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and Julian, what do you think the meaning of love is?"},{"id":1375847036,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*speechless*"},{"id":1375847037,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"isn’t love something we do to our close one? may it be our family, lover or friend"},{"id":1375847038,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"isn’t love sharing and cherishing what we have now?"},{"id":1375847039,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"death is something inevitable, it might come tomorrow or even in some mere seconds"},{"id":1375847040,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but all you can do is cherish what you had when you were alive without leaving any regrets and after that... when you are left with memories..."},{"id":1375847041,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it will be painful to look back upon those memories at first. Because all we would want that time is just a little more time, a little more seconds just to be with that person we love, even it’s for one more breath, just so we can tell them we love them, Just so your goodbyes won’t be without a proper goodbye. But when you remember all those sweet moments, it makes the love you had worth to keep it alive with you"},{"id":1375847042,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Then isn’t it better to make the present you live with the one you love a little more happier, a little more sweeter, with some little more memories?"},{"id":1375847043,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so no one would be left with any regret?"},{"id":1375847044,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"why to care about any inevitable tomorrow when you can just focus on what you have today?"},{"id":1375847045,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"we will always some mistake but we can always be a little wiser with time"},{"id":1375847046,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He is wise, but he is a fool, Julian"},{"id":1375847047,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He loves, but he is hard on himself"},{"id":1375847048,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He knows, but he still fills guilty"},{"id":1375847049,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He shows me sunshine and rainbows while being in dark abyss himself"},{"id":1375847050,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but you know what...."},{"id":1375847051,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"he is getting a little better"},{"id":1375847052,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"maybe because we are here, maybe because he is with all of you guys company or maybe because he is with Gabriel now"},{"id":1375847053,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"maybe because he is finally in love with someone while loving himself even a little"},{"id":1375847054,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I want him to have this happiness"},{"id":1375847055,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and also, I want us to cherish our relation too"},{"id":1375847056,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so don’t run from it anymore"},{"id":1375847057,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it will hurt you and it will hurt me too, and you don’t want to hurt me right?"},{"id":1375847058,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"no, I don’t want to hurt you *says like a puppy*"},{"id":1375847059,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry for running away, I won’t do that anymore"},{"id":1375847060,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*kisses him and hugs him tightly*"},{"id":1375847061,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*rests himself in Julian’s embrace*"},{"id":1375847062,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"then what about that person... who is it? what happened to that person?"},{"id":1375847063,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"that person .. is no more alive.."},{"id":1375847064,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let’s just stop now.. I don’t want to talk about this anymore"},{"id":1375847065,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"alright.. let’s have dinner downstairs or should I tell butler to bring it here?"},{"id":1375847066,"character_id":21900913,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let’s just go downstairs"},{"id":1375847067,"character_id":21900910,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"on your commands, my love"},{"id":1375847068,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"to be continued"},{"id":1375847069,"character_id":21900938,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Alright, I won’t update the rest of 3/4 crazy update episode until I get atleast 2/3 comments on this episode ud83dude07"},{"id":1376429474,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"preview of next episodeud83dudc47"},{"id":1376429475,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3695100/chatstory/18686961/1668238155618.jpg","image_width":420,"image_height":392}]}