bear with me!

{"messages":[{"id":1373653739,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"It was evening, the event was at a normal but sophisticated library. tae was busy around people talking with them for now, and the signing process was about to its start next."},{"id":1373653740,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"meanwhile on the other hand jikook were standing on the side dressing formally for today’s event, just admiring the alpha from afar, they were actually happy to see him but a little bored too, or maybe too much."},{"id":1373653741,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I told you...*huffed tiredly*"},{"id":1373653742,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but It’s worth it no?...*smiled at him softly*"},{"id":1373653743,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yeah..he is looking happy at least...*turned to tae’s sight again*"},{"id":1373653744,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*passed a smile from there*"},{"id":1373653745,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"humm."},{"id":1373653746,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and you?"},{"id":1373653747,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"huh?...what about me?...*tilled his head towards him*"},{"id":1373653748,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you take care of us."},{"id":1373653749,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"aren’t you tired?"},{"id":1373653750,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"don’t you want to be taken care of too?"},{"id":1373653751,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook said all these in a low voice while looking straight up in front..he was a little concerned that no matter what he did jimin’s reaction was normal and permitting, no overreactions, no complaints like before when they were married."},{"id":1373653752,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"uhm..um"},{"id":1373653753,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"my question made you awkward?"},{"id":1373653754,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"now jungkook was confirmed that something is not right because a confident person like jimin can never be awkward about little things."},{"id":1373653755,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"no."},{"id":1373653756,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"jimin, I wanna know how you feel?...*finally faced him whole with a concerned look*"},{"id":1373653757,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let me ask you one thing...*looked up at him*"},{"id":1373653758,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"when we were married were you tired of taking care of me?"},{"id":1373653759,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*chuckled softly as he nodded in no*"},{"id":1373653760,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"then why do you expect me to get tired hum?"},{"id":1373653761,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and It’s just the beginning for us."},{"id":1373653762,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"besides, i took the responsibility for our relationship, I’ll be always looking for it."},{"id":1373653763,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"don’t wear these little shoulders mochi..*back hugged him while smiling feeling all overwhelmed*"},{"id":1373653764,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"humm..*just hummed*"},{"id":1373653765,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let’s look after it together? what do you say?...*asked excitedly*"},{"id":1373653766,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"are you sure?"},{"id":1373653767,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jimin doesn’t sound like he was joking when he asked, making kook almost worried."},{"id":1373653768,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry, no more secrets i promise...*placed his chin on his shoulder as he squeezed the hug a little while still keeping his happy self*"},{"id":1373653769,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"we have each other to be concerned about their liking and disliking..we are responsible for each other in the end, to be honest."},{"id":1373653770,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m yeah~"},{"id":1373653771,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jimin was all fine then why did he started acting up so seriously on his simple question, jungkook thought and his hug went loose as he started feeling all anxious inside."},{"id":1373653772,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Ok, let’s do it together...*smiled as he pulled back his hand holding them close*"},{"id":1373653773,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"love you...*pecked his cheek feeling all normal once again*"},{"id":1373653774,"character_id":16197904,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*closed his eyes in his touches as he let his back rest on kook’s wide chest*"},{"id":1373653775,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"since when they were together, they were dealing with difficulties whether it was in the fear of their folks and society or even the inner fear about each other they fought daily with."},{"id":1373653776,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"and in all this jimin was getting stressed internally, he was not showing it but it was all over his eyes when he went silent and questions his inner heart that what they get into! still he was not a weak player to give up this soon."},{"id":1373653777,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"the love they hold together was enough to keep him going but he was an omega too, who craves more love and care than a normal person..they are flowers who bloom only under the warmth of sunlight..they get wilt in cold and get dead in harsh and gloomy weather."},{"id":1373653778,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"do his two partners get him or are they too busy in their own fights that they forgot to see him, to pamper him with all the love he deserves in the world."},{"id":1373653779,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1373653780,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"on the other hand"},{"id":1373653781,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"the bell sound got jin really excited, he was waiting for them to arrive so he can ask his little brother so many questions about his first experience of sighing books."},{"id":1373653782,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he ran to open the door and there was a person all smiling holding a beautiful bouquet of light pink roses."},{"id":1373653783,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"the lovely flowers were smiling enough to make anyone smile back to see them..but jin didn’t notice the beauty he was forced to notice the beast."},{"id":1373653784,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*was about to close the door*"},{"id":1373653785,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"baby~"},{"id":1373653786,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*pushed the door and entered*"},{"id":1373653787,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"how are you?...*smiled wide*"},{"id":1373653788,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I got you this, you like pick right?...*offer his the flowers*"},{"id":1373653789,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What are you doing here?"},{"id":1373653790,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jin asked courageously loud and threw the bouquet angrily, it made the other person angry as well but he tightly closed his firsts to control himself better."},{"id":1373653791,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry, because of work I had to leave you behind but you know there is good news for us..*smiled again forgetting the earlier response*"},{"id":1373653792,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"dad gave me permission to live here...*told him excitedly*"},{"id":1373653793,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"not for too long as always..*made a sad face*"},{"id":1373653794,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but still, we have plenty of time for us!"},{"id":1373653795,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"STOP IT STOP THIS!"},{"id":1373653796,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jin shouted really hard this time his both hands in the air, making the other alpha frown."},{"id":1373653797,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Leave Me!"},{"id":1373653798,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Leave me once for all! *eyes all wet as he grinds his teeth*"},{"id":1373653799,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"WHY DON’T YOU?ud83dudca2"},{"id":1373653800,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Calm down I’m sorry ok...*tried to go near*"},{"id":1373653801,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"stay..stay away...*trembled while stepping back*"},{"id":1373653802,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"alright! I got you."},{"id":1373653803,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I should take your responsibility but I left you."},{"id":1373653804,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It was my mistake but I was not sure before, you were always the little source of happiness I have ever gotten but I didn’t believe you."},{"id":1373653805,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But I finally realized it."},{"id":1373653806,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"that I love you."},{"id":1373653807,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"jin."},{"id":1373653808,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*stunned*"},{"id":1373653809,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"jin say something."},{"id":1373653810,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You love me!! if you really love me then let me go! leave me!...*said hastily like a person who just wants to get over*"},{"id":1373653811,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"That’s enoughud83dudca2...*lost it*"},{"id":1373653812,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I was here to propose you, to finally own what I did to you. but that doesn’t mean I will keep tolerating your loud voices and crap."},{"id":1373653813,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you were better before, being all obedient!"},{"id":1373653814,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"taecyeon was holding jin arm tightly while speaking or may I say yelling, and all of those loud noises got the omega’s sleep disturbed and when he came out of his room and saw all the closeness of the only beast with his husband he looked and jin his eyes stared flowing too and without thinking or doing more he banged the door closed back."},{"id":1373653815,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"your husband right?"},{"id":1373653816,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"well, he was daring from the start no wonder why you married him."},{"id":1373653817,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"because you’re weak!"},{"id":1373653818,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*just helplessly crying without saying a word as namjoon left him alone*"},{"id":1373653819,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but you are weak to me only. you are mine you don’t need any omega to protect you dear, they can’t even protect themselves humm...*convincing voice*"},{"id":1373653820,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and they are the most insecure being on the planet in other words they are useless."},{"id":1373653821,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"as jin was still silent he grabbed his chin for his attention."},{"id":1373653822,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"now let me tell you what you will do humm?"},{"id":1373653823,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"huh?"},{"id":1373653824,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you look at him, he was jealous of us."},{"id":1373653825,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"now you won’t talk to him or won’t try to convince him with your crying like you do with me all the time."},{"id":1373653826,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let him misunderstand us."},{"id":1373653827,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and let him leave you because I know it will be so hard for you to leave him."},{"id":1373653828,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I can understand it’s hard for us to leave things that belong to us."},{"id":1373653829,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I..I won’t leave him."},{"id":1373653830,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"don’t worry about me..now I’ll only come back once I leave my wife so you won’t have any excuse to say no to me..*smiled*"},{"id":1373653831,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"then I’ll take you with me and we will be together."},{"id":1373653832,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"taecyeon kept blabbing, a person like him was unable to think for others, It all just start with him and end with him so as per him jin’s anger is because he left him after making love with him..he doesn’t even consider his forces as ru00e0pe."},{"id":1373653833,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but now jin was losing his mind to him."},{"id":1373653834,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I Said I Won’t Leave My Husband You Sickheadud83dudca2"},{"id":1373653835,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"but I will leave my wife and will come to take you...*botherless*"},{"id":1373653836,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ok, you will take care until then."},{"id":1373653837,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he again tried to lean closer but jin was quick to move with a disgusted face."},{"id":1373653838,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"alright..i can wait a little."},{"id":1373653839,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"at least now when I know I love you...*smiled*"},{"id":1373653840,"character_id":18074291,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"bye.."},{"id":1373653841,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he finally left and jin started crying hiding his whole head into his knees, trying to control his inner fear while shouting loud just to convert his fear into anger but he failed again and again."},{"id":1373653842,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"now he cried more loudly on his condition and on the other side namjoon had enough to listen to jin struggling with himself so he quickly opened the door and ran to his life, finally letting his own anger go he walked faster to hold him, to embrace him out of his fear."},{"id":1373653843,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hyung...hyung I’m here...*cried along with him*"},{"id":1373653844,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No Stay Away!"},{"id":1373653845,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jin was having a trauma attack back and namjoon cried more if he could be a little faster, well when he slammed the door close earlier, it was not because he was jealous nor he is insecure about taking his relationship with his husband, he has all his belief in jin and his love."},{"id":1373653846,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"the main reason why he left jin on the sake of his own weakness, because he was angry...he again felt hate for jin’s weakness he left him to fight his own battle, to take a stand for himself and his family but who was he kidding? jin was not even in the position to face him how would he fight?"},{"id":1373653847,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"and after listening to jin’s painful voices and seeing his condition he regrets it! he regrets badly letting him cry alone..at least he should not be the one to test his husband’s tolerance when he exactly knows the limits."},{"id":1373653848,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hyungg please!"},{"id":1373653849,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry.."},{"id":1373653850,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Go Away Don’t Touch Me!"},{"id":1373653851,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You are safe, no one will harm..no own harm you, you are safe."},{"id":1373653852,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon looked impatient he just wanted to hold jin close, he tried to touch him again but the alpha was out of control this time, still namjoon didn’t give up..he forcefully grabbed his head and began to hug him close."},{"id":1373653853,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No! No! Leave!...*shivering badly*"},{"id":1373653854,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"look at me~"},{"id":1373653855,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"look at me jin!"},{"id":1373653856,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon with both hands again grabbed his head steadily making him look at himself and finally jin looked into his eyes, the vision was blurry but still, he quickly recognized him and now was not feared like before too."},{"id":1373653857,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it’s me namjoon~"},{"id":1373653858,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you are safe now."},{"id":1373653859,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m with you hyung...*trying to control his crying*"},{"id":1373653860,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"namjoon~"},{"id":1373653861,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’ll not leave you...*shook his head, being all in a daze*"},{"id":1373653862,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you will not leave me."},{"id":1373653863,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"neither i"},{"id":1373653864,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No.. I’ll never."},{"id":1373653865,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"that’s all jin hugged him tightly, and his breathing started to get normal he was now just sniffling from time to time and nuzzling into namjoon more..he was still in his daze a little."},{"id":1373653866,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"after sometime"},{"id":1373653867,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let’s go to the room...*caressing his hair*"},{"id":1373653868,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let’s sleep humm."},{"id":1373653869,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jin nodded innocently and namjoon helped him stand up and they slept in the end while jin hugged him so close and the omega held back him to make him feel safer as all he wanted."},{"id":1373653870,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1373653871,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"maybe smu00fat next!ud83dude43"},{"id":1373653872,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"This time In the weekly honor it was my reader "pre_min" Thank you so much for your open support pretty!ud83dudc9c well I’m not sharing the screenshot other person’s privacy can get invaded."},{"id":1373653873,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"now I’m gonna talk about myself a little, so who wanna leave then bye from hereud83dudc9c"},{"id":1373653874,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"hi!"},{"id":1373653875,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Some of you asked for wedding updates..so here is the first important thing..An invention card!!"},{"id":1373653876,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2953768/chatstory/559359/1668053821676.jpg","image_width":450,"image_height":644},{"id":1373653877,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I’m sure no one lives near me..so stay safe at homeud83eudd2d"},{"id":1373653878,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"and I’m not sure if I will update wedding pics here but let’s see if I would be looking good then~ud83dude0c"},{"id":1373653879,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"cause I swear I don’t look nice in pics!!ud83eudd27ud83eudd74"},{"id":1373653880,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"And who were there with me in the back days, I found an old screenshot on google today!"},{"id":1373653881,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2953768/chatstory/559359/1668053821672.jpg","image_width":360,"image_height":800},{"id":1373653882,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I missed the dark and the bride the most, and Max that was the story I wrote when I was 12 or 13, and then tried to convert it into taekook one twice yup I deleted this twice and left, this is the third time I’m back on mt!"},{"id":1373653883,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I’m an unpredictable person, I don’t know what I will do next!ud83dude08"},{"id":1373653884,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"that is too much..i should stop!"},{"id":1373653885,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"and don’t forget to like!"},{"id":1373653886,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ok"},{"id":1373653887,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"bye..takecareud83dudc9c"},{"id":1373653888,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1373653889,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9c"}]}