love perhaps(Crazy Update)

{"messages":[{"id":1459193991,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"continued"},{"id":1459193992,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*still standing there*"},{"id":1459193993,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I really am cruel, aren’t I?"},{"id":1459193994,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"few minutes ago flashback"},{"id":1459193995,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*hugs Winston*"},{"id":1459193996,"character_id":21900908,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*holds Ash’s shirt tightly*"},{"id":1459193997,"character_id":21900908,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"/I can hear his heart beating against my body../"},{"id":1459193998,"character_id":21900908,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"why is your heart beating so fast? are you sure you are not in love with me?"},{"id":1459193999,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"shut up!! yours is just as bad!"},{"id":1459194000,"character_id":21900908,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know"},{"id":1459194001,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"then they stay like that in silence"},{"id":1459194002,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"flashback ends"},{"id":1459194003,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"every tear that fell on my neck"},{"id":1459194004,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"..told me ..that you meant every word you said.."},{"id":1459194005,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m sorry"},{"id":1459194006,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I know exactly how you feel.."},{"id":1459194007,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"truly being loved by someone and truly loving someone is a luxury"},{"id":1459194008,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"And I am sorry that I’m incapable of doing so"},{"id":1459194009,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"there are so many types of love"},{"id":1459194010,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"love between family"},{"id":1459194011,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"love between friends"},{"id":1459194012,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"love between lovers"},{"id":1459194013,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"unrequited love"},{"id":1459194014,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"helpless love"},{"id":1459194015,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"hopeless love"},{"id":1459194016,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"but I am rational to this all"},{"id":1459194017,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"all I could do is give you that answer"},{"id":1459194018,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"even if you didn’t wanted to"},{"id":1459194019,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"who said unrequited love in a friendship only hurts to the one who’s in love? the other one has to watch out for everything, every kind word, every friendly touch, for the fear of giving false hope. and sometimes when once it ends, there is no way it can go back to the way it was."},{"id":1459194020,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"on Gabriel and Winston’s side"},{"id":1459194021,"character_id":21900908,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*walks up to the door*"},{"id":1459194022,"character_id":21900908,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Gabriel.."},{"id":1459194023,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*looks at him*"},{"id":1459194024,"character_id":21900908,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"If one day you don’t want him anymore, can you bring him back to me?.... please.."},{"id":1459194025,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I can’t, I’m sorry but that will never happen.."},{"id":1459194026,"character_id":21900908,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*walks out and closes the door behind him*"},{"id":1459194027,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*picks up his phone*"},{"id":1459194028,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"/should I call Ash and have a check on him?/"},{"id":1459194029,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"back to Ash"},{"id":1459194030,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*remembers something*"},{"id":1459194031,"character_id":21900907,"type":3,"position":2,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3695100/chatstory/18686961/1672164347998.jpg","image_width":411,"image_height":653},{"id":1459194032,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"..."},{"id":1459194033,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"love?"},{"id":1459194034,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"what is love.. merely a feeling? or a peculiar phase perhaps? hopeless romantics or rational perhaps? a sweet souvenir to heaven or a tragedy perhaps? a beautiful butterfly or a cage coated golden perhaps? a luck in life or an intoxicated illusion perhaps? a luxury, too wealthy to handle much or something that one can’t afford?"},{"id":1459194035,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I don’t know anything about love"},{"id":1459194036,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"tragic love or happily ever after love"},{"id":1459194037,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I don’t want to get twisted in that"},{"id":1459194038,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"all I can do is not losing myself in it"},{"id":1459194039,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"does a person as rational as me even deserves to love someone or being loved by someone?"},{"id":1459194040,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3695100/chatstory/18686961/1672166939155.jpg","image_width":495,"image_height":330},{"id":1459194041,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"to be continued"},{"id":1459194042,"character_id":21900938,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"the CRAZY UPDATE ends here"},{"id":1459194043,"character_id":21900938,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"see y’all in tomorrow’s next update u2764ufe0f"}]}