Bequest forlorn!

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It’s always in the eyes.""},{"id":1188578967,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1656441786745.jpg","image_width":225,"image_height":105},{"id":1188578968,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""I wonder, a little hope in my frozen heart that we might won’t have to part; Though it still hurts as if gashing the past scars.""},{"id":1188578969,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I walk, as i walk being enshrouded in vulnerability, yearning they would be your arms, frightens me, tears me into shreds; Can’t walk as i drop on my knees, wailing, begging for you to return.""},{"id":1188578970,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""Cries extracted from my perished heart echoes; My cries are ignored; Nothing different than before.""},{"id":1188578971,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""Having no choice, i enwrap my own arms around myself, they aren’t enough, they never would be.""},{"id":1188578972,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""Says, i’m just heinous; They have made me.""},{"id":1188578973,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""Let me recite you the truth; Accepting my sins i move forward, i bear the weight of them like i wear crown of thousand thorns; I created the havoc, they deserved it for fearing me; Says, i’m vile and sinister is what they have made me.""},{"id":1188578974,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""Though nobody looked at me the way he did; Like a serene zephyr reposing in my chaotic labyrinth; Discarding the mask of my evil; A bequest forlorn seeks for nothing but love deep within, seeks for nothing but love deep within.""},{"id":1188578975,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188578976,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188578977,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188578978,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188578979,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188578980,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Day had elapsed turning into a dusk, a very desolate dusk infact."},{"id":1188578981,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook hadn’t stop crying since this afternoon and he didn’t knew what he was crying about anymore. Was it because he felt terrified after knowing the reality or because he left taehyung like he had seen some kind of monster? "Monster", a word taehyung is so afraid of yet refers himself as one. His eyes must have glinted horror, it must have hurted him."},{"id":1188578982,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He looked really broken, really sad and thinking about it jungkook couldn’t help but cry even more. Why does it have to be this way?"},{"id":1188578983,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Those who take lives of innocents jungkook despises them the most, it’s unfair to decide one’s fate on your own and having to be known that love of his life was someone of a characteristic he despise was an utter nightmare."},{"id":1188578984,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"But also its true that regardless of his past, taehyung has never hurted him or the others around him then why would he harm people in the past, he must have had his own reasons."},{"id":1188578985,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Reasons are always hard to accept, jungkook was having a hard time dealing with the reality."},{"id":1188578986,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He cannot deny how taehyung never treated him wrong, how he protected him when it was needed, how he putted his faith in him, how his eyes were always so lonely and were finally gleaming happily, albeit, just when they showed even slightest sign of ease, jungkook left him, he ran away snatching every ounce of hope from him."},{"id":1188578987,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"It hurted the way it was paining, it hurted the way his heart was throbbing in absolute remorse, he shouldn’t have ran away, he should have stayed though it couldn’t be helped when his senses reacted on their own."},{"id":1188578988,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He cannot deny how beautiful taehyung’s smile is, he cannot deny how he mostly smiles when he is with him, he cannot deny how safe he feels in taehyung’s arms and he cannot deny his instincts believing that man would fight the whole world if it would come to protect him, therefore, he cannot deny that he will always love taehyung no matter what."},{"id":1188578989,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook finally sat up on his bed after hours of bawling while his heart and mind vigorously battled, his heart conquered his dread, obviously."},{"id":1188578990,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He sniffled wiping his cheeks clean, eyes swollen and nose red as his lower lip quivered having no idea what should be done next."},{"id":1188578991,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"His thoughts were interrupted with a knock on his door as he managed to let out a frail "come in" before the door slowly opened revealing his elder brother."},{"id":1188578992,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jungkook."},{"id":1188578993,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jin concerningly called as he closed the door behind himself and switched on the lights, jungkook realising how the room had been dark till now without him being conscious."},{"id":1188578994,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Is everything okay? What’s wrong?"},{"id":1188578995,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He softly asked taking a seat beside the younger and that’s all it took for jungkook to burst into tears again as his shoulders shook and he helplessly pressed his head into jin’s chest, jin immediately engulfing him into a hug worryingly caressed his back."},{"id":1188578996,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hey, what’s wrong?"},{"id":1188578997,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You can tell me anything, what is it?"},{"id":1188578998,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"It *voice chokes* it just never works right, hyung."},{"id":1188578999,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*sniffles* It never works right. I always mess up."},{"id":1188579000,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"His voice cracked as he sobbed feeling the elder caressing his hairs."},{"id":1188579001,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jin was slowly getting it, feeling sad himself, he always knew days like these would come. He stroked younger’s back before pulling from the hug as he looked at jungkook with a comforting hand still on his head."},{"id":1188579002,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Is this about taehyung?"},{"id":1188579003,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"And if it is then what isn’t working, hmm? (asks softly)"},{"id":1188579004,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Looks at jin with teary eyes and sniffles)"},{"id":1188579005,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"We are very opposite, him and i."},{"id":1188579006,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"And it doesn’t matter if you have fully accepted him. People are tend to be different, doesn’t have anything to do with love."},{"id":1188579007,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I have accepted him, i swear but we can never fully know the person."},{"id":1188579008,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"They have hidden aspects and they unfolds with time. It’s not the people but few aspects about them that are just hard to accept sometimes."},{"id":1188579009,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"They are painful, baffles you making you rethink your decisions."},{"id":1188579010,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*voice quavers* b-but that doesn’t mean i love him any less than yesterday."},{"id":1188579011,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(softly smiles and retreats his hand from jungkook’s head, keeping it on the edge of bed instead as he continues to stare at the younger)"},{"id":1188579012,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You said that you’ve fully accepted him yet you’re saying that some aspects are hard to accept and also you’re telling me that you don’t love taehyung any less than yesterday."},{"id":1188579013,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Right?"},{"id":1188579014,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(nods)"},{"id":1188579015,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jin lightly chuckled making jungkook furrow his brows in confusion before he looked at him with the same softness as before."},{"id":1188579016,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jungkook, just know that you can never truly love the person unless you’ve fully accepted him along with his past."},{"id":1188579017,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Past can be dark, it can be hard to accept."},{"id":1188579018,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Though it hurts and i get it but this is what you’ve chosen, remember?"},{"id":1188579019,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jin questioned gazing deep into younger’s moist eyes causing the realisation to hit him once again."},{"id":1188579020,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188579021,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188579022,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1656441786747.jpg","image_width":393,"image_height":767},{"id":1188579023,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1656441786647.jpg","image_width":393,"image_height":634},{"id":1188579024,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1656441786744.jpg","image_width":393,"image_height":590},{"id":1188579025,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2236388/chatstory/9811641/1656441786646.jpg","image_width":393,"image_height":621},{"id":1188579026,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188579027,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188579028,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"When i talked about the grief and consequences with you at that time."},{"id":1188579029,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I didn’t just meant the pain that incongruity between mortality and immortality will give you but i was also talking about the secrets and unforgivable mistakes that immortality carries."},{"id":1188579030,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You regret the things you’ve done yet you can’t reverse the time no matter how powerful you are and there it breaks your pride, you become prone so being ashamed you try to act cold and tough when in reality you’re just feeble from inside."},{"id":1188579031,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"The longer you live, the more mistakes you make as the weight of your guilt increases, then you start to conceal your dark parts from the others."},{"id":1188579032,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Because you’re scared that people might not accept you."},{"id":1188579033,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Darkness becomes your fear, you detest your mistakes, therefore, you detest your past."},{"id":1188579034,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You don’t even realise and you start detesting yourself too."},{"id":1188579035,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"We often prefer to leave the past behind and we wish people would just see the current us without wondering who we were before, we prefer to forget because we struggle to keep remembering."},{"id":1188579036,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Yet forgetting is the hardest. You can never actually forget unless you’ve knocked your head at the wrong place, that too doesn’t mostly works. (softly chuckles)"},{"id":1188579037,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(His smile turns wry as his expressions softens)"},{"id":1188579038,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"So the pain stays and hope is difficult to find."},{"id":1188579039,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Quest for peace seems unattainable. (takes a brief pause as he keeps staring at jungkook)"},{"id":1188579040,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I have witnessed the way taehyung always smiles at you, the way he looks at you like you’re his hope, his only reason to survive."},{"id":1188579041,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Just remember, jungkook, you must have made many promises to him."},{"id":1188579042,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Promises contains words and words gives you hope."},{"id":1188579043,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You saw the good in him, you saw him as a being who deserved happiness regardless of his identity and deep within that’s all he ever desired for."},{"id":1188579044,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Love and affection can change anybody, you said that yourself, didn’t you?"},{"id":1188579045,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Sniffles as tears trickle down his eyes)"},{"id":1188579046,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I remember it all, hyung, and i wouldn’t change anything even if i get thousands of chances. (voice trails off transcending into a whimper)"},{"id":1188579047,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I do love him, i love him very much and i feel so worst that i’ve failed to show it."},{"id":1188579048,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook broke into an another sob as he covered his eyes, jin caringly caressing his head."},{"id":1188579049,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hey, it’s okay. (gently)"},{"id":1188579050,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You know what, it’s never too late. (shrugs)"},{"id":1188579051,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Takes an abrupt pause and looks up at jin)"},{"id":1188579052,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You can still go and hug him tight, assuring him that you’re going nowhere."},{"id":1188579053,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sure he must be waiting for you."},{"id":1188579054,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Really? You think so? (frowns with tears stained face)"},{"id":1188579055,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(chuckles and ruffles jungkook’s hairs)"},{"id":1188579056,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Ofcourse, pabo."},{"id":1188579057,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Nobody gets over their love so fast."},{"id":1188579058,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"But what if he tries to push me away?"},{"id":1188579059,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Well, hasn’t he done that before?"},{"id":1188579060,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Nods rapidly)"},{"id":1188579061,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"And haven’t you succeeded in convincing him to let you stay? (cocks his brow)"},{"id":1188579062,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Nods rapidly)"},{"id":1188579063,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Then you can do it again."},{"id":1188579064,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Face beams up a little as he still lowly sobs inside his chest though his tears had come to cease for now)"},{"id":1188579065,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Sh-should i go right now?"},{"id":1188579066,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Yes, right away."},{"id":1188579067,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I don’t think he would be at home."},{"id":1188579068,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"He goes somewhere far whenever he wants to get away from everything."},{"id":1188579069,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Do you know a place like that?"},{"id":1188579070,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Gives it a thought as his eyes widens figuring the answer)"},{"id":1188579071,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Nods) Yes, i do know a place like that."},{"id":1188579072,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Then you must hurry."},{"id":1188579073,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Right."},{"id":1188579074,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook immediately got up and wiped his cheeks clean while jin stared up at him."},{"id":1188579075,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Take the car."},{"id":1188579076,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He allowed dodging the car keys to him as jungkook caught them and ascended his feets towards the door before he halted himself while holding the knob and turned his head around, finding jin already looking at him."},{"id":1188579077,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Thanks, hyung."},{"id":1188579078,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He said and jin just smiled at him in return, watching the younger opening the door and walk away next moment as he looked down and sighed to himself while unconsciously picking his nails."},{"id":1188579079,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Well, if that’s what you’ve chosen, little one."},{"id":1188579080,"character_id":22797611,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Glances toward the door before looking down once again)"},{"id":1188579081,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188579082,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188579083,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188579084,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188579085,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":1188579086,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Meanwhile on the other side, in middle of an empty road a man was wobbling with a bottle of liquor in his hand as he tried to steady himself but failed, a laugh erupting from his chest on himself before he attached his mouth to the nozzle of bottle to have another gulp."},{"id":1188579087,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The man was none other than kim taehyung himself and he looked so pitifully miserable, so pathetic, his enemies would have laughed at him wholeheartedly if they would see him right now."},{"id":1188579088,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Human blood was blended in the bottle of liquor making taehyung drunk, it was a gift given by walter garrington to taehyung when last time he had visited Helzmere to return him the ten silver sword."},{"id":1188579089,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"However, details were least of concern, what mattered was taehyung’s state and it was hard to watch him."},{"id":1188579090,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He began humming a melody and sat in the middle of road before quaffing plentiful alcohol in one go, emptying half of the bottle but no intoxication was enough to reduce the pain as tears dribbled down his pale cheeks and he let out a shaky sigh while blankly staring infront."},{"id":1188579091,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"As far as his eyes went jungkook was nowhere to be seen."},{"id":1188579092,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hurts."},{"id":1188579093,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He brokenly mumbled sniffling hard with eyes full of tears, not in his right senses as he took a small gulp with quivering lips. Years of buried sorrow unraveling all at once, he was finally crying after decades which he realised very soon and chuckled a bit at his own piteous self."},{"id":1188579094,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hopeless is how he should be defined right now."},{"id":1188579095,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"A car proceeded towards him from behind as the owner continuously beeped horn in order to signal taehyung to move but taehyung remained seated, unbothered of the presence, howbeit, constant beeping of horn did irked him a little."},{"id":1188579096,"character_id":33022968,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hey you, drunkyard!"},{"id":1188579097,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The middle aged man exasperatedly called getting out of his car while taehyung took another gulp of alcohol from his bottle."},{"id":1188579098,"character_id":33022968,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Take your shitty self to somewhere else and do whatever you want, just leave the road alone for heaven’s sake!"},{"id":1188579099,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The man rasped as taehyung unsteadily stood up and turned around to look at him through his intimidating yet teary eyes."},{"id":1188579100,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What did you just called me?"},{"id":1188579101,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He asked in a low tone through his gritted teeths, the man feeling menacing aura radiating from taehyung shivered at his place, he stuttered to speak but was caught by a suprise as the next moment taehyung was grabbing him by his throat while glaring directly into his eyes."},{"id":1188579102,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I asked, what did you just called me?"},{"id":1188579103,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung repeated tilting his head, peril dripping in his voice as he tightened his grip around terrified man’s throat making him squeak."},{"id":1188579104,"character_id":33022968,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"So-sorry, let me go, please, i beg of you."},{"id":1188579105,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The man managed to voice out, words making taehyung weak reminding him of the same petrified doe eyes as tears dwelled into his lids once again and he loosened his hold on man’s throat."},{"id":1188579106,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"That’s what he said too. (says taking a shaky breath)"},{"id":1188579107,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":""Let me go, please"."},{"id":1188579108,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung sniffled as he finally let go of man’s throat and patted his cheek before looking away."},{"id":1188579109,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Go. (whispers)"},{"id":1188579110,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m not interested in ahjussi’s blood anyways."},{"id":1188579111,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I want my koo. (Wails glancing up at the sky while keeping a hand on his aching chest)"},{"id":1188579112,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But he fears me now. (ducks his head down and sniffles)"},{"id":1188579113,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"My koo fears me."},{"id":1188579114,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung sang in a low cry as he wandered off towards a forest leading to the hills, meanwhile, the man taking an opportunity got into his car as fast as he could and drove away."},{"id":1188579115,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung went where his heart took him and now he was sitting leaning against a tree on the top of hill, the same hill where he often used to take jungkook to and the younger always complained about climbing up."},{"id":1188579116,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Sad, abandoned and lonely, he was hugging his knees closer to his chest while resting his forehead on his knee as the night grew more glum."},{"id":1188579117,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Taehyung. (pants as he stops his feets nearby taehyung and slowly approaches him while observing his condition)"},{"id":1188579118,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung heard the younger calling him as he looked up and jungkook couldn’t believe his eyes."},{"id":1188579119,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Tae, are-are you crying?"},{"id":1188579120,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He shockingly yet dolefully remarked as he streched his hands to cup taehyung’s face while kneeling infront of him. The elder was in his most vulnerable state as his real form overtook him while he cried with his fangs out and veins bulging around his black eyes."},{"id":1188579121,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"As soon as his dearly boy’s fingers touched his face, taehyung sniffled and looked away, resentful and heartbroken, for the first time he didn’t hesitated to show his true emotions."},{"id":1188579122,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You hate me now, koo."},{"id":1188579123,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He whispered in a frail voice as tears made a path down his cheeks."},{"id":1188579124,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"No *sniffles* i can never hate you, taehyung.*sobs*"},{"id":1188579125,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook vigorously shaking his head in denial tried to turn elder’s face to himself even though taehyung kept restraining not to look at him, his eyes down as he faintly whispered again."},{"id":1188579126,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You fear me, jungkook."},{"id":1188579127,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You’re scared of me. (voice quavers into a low sob)"},{"id":1188579128,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Shakily inhales with eyes full of tears while dotingly caressing taehyung’s cheekbones)"},{"id":1188579129,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m so sorry for running away like that, i didn’t mean to."},{"id":1188579130,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I don’t hate you."},{"id":1188579131,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I won’t ever hate you, tae."},{"id":1188579132,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung finally met younger’s gaze as he smiled a bit, his dampened black eyes glinting nothing but pure sadness and desolation."},{"id":1188579133,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Stop lying, koo."},{"id":1188579134,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You were scared."},{"id":1188579135,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You looked at me like they did. I scared you off."},{"id":1188579136,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung’s expressions transforming into sad ones again his tears never came to an end, he looked like a scenery of heartache, epitome of gloom, so defenceless, powerless, so unlike to himself or perhaps this is what he had always been."},{"id":1188579137,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook’s lower lip quivered as he sucked a deep breath in, holding a sob before fixing himself on taehyung’s lap who let him do so without any protest as he leaned back more against the tree and sniffled."},{"id":1188579138,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook cupping vamp’s face connected their foreheads and let him calm down while gently stroking his cheekbones."},{"id":1188579139,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"You listen to me okay."},{"id":1188579140,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He slowly began, feeling taehyung relaxing in his touch."},{"id":1188579141,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I can’t stop loving you, i will never stop loving you even more each day."},{"id":1188579142,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(sniffles) I’m here and if i belong to someone then its only you."},{"id":1188579143,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m not scared anymore."},{"id":1188579144,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook pulled back as their gazes got locked and he smiled a little."},{"id":1188579145,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Just look at me and tell me if I’m scared."},{"id":1188579146,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m sure you can sense it."},{"id":1188579147,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Staring deep into younger’s teary eyes taehyung shook his head in an answer."},{"id":1188579148,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No."},{"id":1188579149,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook smiled even more and attached their foreheads again, sniffling against taehyung’s face who closed his eyes as well to let his tears silently dribble down."},{"id":1188579150,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The younger sobbed, feeling each cry resonating through his wailing heart."},{"id":1188579151,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Please don’t be so insecure, taehyung. Please don’t be so cruel to yourself. It hurts me so much to see you this way."},{"id":1188579152,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I can still see the goodness in you, nothing has changed, you’re still my good taehyung."},{"id":1188579153,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He cried as he pulled away to look at taehyung."},{"id":1188579154,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"You must have went through so much pain. I believe whatever you did, you must have had your own reasons and i don’t care, i still love you."},{"id":1188579155,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook’s voice got choked in his throat while he sobbed and it brought a small smile on taehyung’s face because his boy was finally being himself again, a crybaby who feels others pain and taehyung was feeling just a little less miserable now."},{"id":1188579156,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m not going anywhere, taehyung."},{"id":1188579157,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Not now, not ever. (sniffles and leans closer to taehyung’s face)"},{"id":1188579158,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"His vulnerable self craving for love, taehyung closed his eyes relishing the way jungkook’s thumbs soothingly rubbed at his cheekbones, he felt more alive when jungkook kissed both of his eyes making him feel so loved once again as his fangs and veins surrounding the eyelids disappeared returning back to normal."},{"id":1188579159,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He opened his eyes to gaze at the younger and enclasped arms around his waist to pull him closer."},{"id":1188579160,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook noticed how taehyung’s orbs were still moist but he smiled nonetheless and gazed back at him with so much fondness making taehyung melt."},{"id":1188579161,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(sniffles while gently caressing taehyung’s skin across the cheeks)"},{"id":1188579162,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Just face your fears, okay?"},{"id":1188579163,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He asked staring at taehyung with unfathomable depth who nodded after a moment leaning into younger’s touch as he kissed his wrist."},{"id":1188579164,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Thank you. (audibly utters)"},{"id":1188579165,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m sorry."},{"id":1188579166,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It’s okay."},{"id":1188579167,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You needed to know at some point."},{"id":1188579168,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung said as he cupped jungkook’s face in one hand."},{"id":1188579170,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I wish i could say that there’s still time while you can run away from me. Though i won’t stop you but i swear that i’ll rip my own heart off if you leave now."},{"id":1188579173,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You’ve become my addiction, my habit, my obsession, call it whatever you want."},{"id":1188579175,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry but i can’t let you go now or else i will die and note that my words aren’t hollow, i will actually die."},{"id":1188579178,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I don’t wanna lose you."},{"id":1188579180,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung whispered stroking younger’s face, eyes begging him yet warning him to never walk away as he hugged his waist even tighter causing jungkook to delicately smile."},{"id":1188579183,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m not leaving."},{"id":1188579185,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook assured as a short quietness occurred among them and he joined their foreheads together, nuzzling their noses as their breaths stirred."},{"id":1188579188,"character_id":22796991,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I love you."},{"id":1188579190,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He heard taehyung saying, feeling his heart flutter same as always, it was true, nothing had changed."},{"id":1188579192,"character_id":22754514,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I love you."},{"id":1188579195,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He muttered back before capturing taehyung’s lips into a soft kiss, the kiss of vow and love, the kiss expressing that he would never leave, and even if he tries to then taehyung would make him stay, he was sure of it now."},{"id":1188579197,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":1188579200,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":1188579202,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"}]}