object of his affection

{"messages":[{"id":1626306120,"character_id":21900938,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"sorry guys, I didn’t update on Mon and Wed this week.. I had headache like almost everyday! it was very frustrating"},{"id":1626306121,"character_id":21900938,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let’s start now"},{"id":1626306122,"character_id":21900938,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and tell me in the comment section if you want a crazy updateud83eudd37u200du2640ufe0fu2764ufe0f"},{"id":1626306123,"character_id":21900938,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let’s start with our story now"},{"id":1626306124,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"*...* means their actions /.../ means what they are thinking #...# means they are whispering"},{"id":1626306125,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"previously ud83dudc47"},{"id":1626306126,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3695100/chatstory/18686961/1677228958616.jpg","image_width":411,"image_height":763},{"id":1626306127,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"continued"},{"id":1626306128,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*sleeping soundly in Gabriel’s embrace*"},{"id":1626306129,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*wakes up*"},{"id":1626306130,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ash?.."},{"id":1626306131,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*checks if he is asleep or not*"},{"id":1626306132,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*slowly rest Ash’s head over a pillow and gets up*"},{"id":1626306133,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*opens the drawer on Ash’s side*"},{"id":1626306134,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"as he opens the drawer and checks the drawer by flashlight.. he notices that there are many medications in Ash’s drawer"},{"id":1626306135,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"/what’s all this? what are this medicines used for? why is he taking so many medicines? that strange injection too.../"},{"id":1626306136,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*takes pic of those medicines*"},{"id":1626306137,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*takes a glance at Ash*"},{"id":1626306138,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*sleeping*"},{"id":1626306139,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*goes back sleep with Ash while embracing him*"},{"id":1626306140,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*kisses Ash’s forehead*"},{"id":1626306141,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*looks at Ash*"},{"id":1626306142,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He is looking at his lover like this might be a dream when he wake up and even if this turns out to be a dream he wants to cherish this moment like a real memory. He is saving all the minor details of his lover, his long curled eyelashes, his smooth jawline highlighted by moonlight, the tip of his tall nose, those silver hair shining more than a sparkly object and those rosy lips he kissed last night."},{"id":1626306143,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""How can this beautiful boy who looks fragile like an omega on the surface but have the bossy aura around him at the same time, fight so many people at once? A shot through middle of forehead like a perfect sniper, even a knife throw by his slender hand was perfect. At the same time he is elegant and caring while looking fierce like a fire""},{"id":1626306144,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Ash is like a mystery puzzle to him(Gabriel). As much as he is eager to solve this puzzle, he is afraid that the puzzle might scatter at the same time and slip through his hand which he is holding so gently."},{"id":1626306145,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but..."},{"id":1626306146,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""He is beautiful. his moonlight and the ray of his happiness. He is really beautiful.. the obejct of his affection" Gabriel thinks to himself."},{"id":1626306147,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Next day"},{"id":1626306148,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*wakes up*"},{"id":1626306149,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*looks at Gabriel*"},{"id":1626306150,"character_id":21900912,"type":3,"position":1,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3695100/chatstory/18686961/1677233991177.jpg","image_width":370,"image_height":742},{"id":1626306151,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*slides his hand through Gabriel’s hair to his face*"},{"id":1626306152,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"how can someone be even more handsome while sleeping? *says softly*"},{"id":1626306153,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"am I really that handsome? *opens his eyes*"},{"id":1626306154,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*shock*"},{"id":1626306155,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"you’re awake already?ud83dude33"},{"id":1626306156,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"when did you wake up?"},{"id":1626306157,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"since the past 10 minutes you have been starring at me *smirks*"},{"id":1626306158,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*ears turns red*"},{"id":1626306159,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"if you are done teasing me then get up! we have college from today on.."},{"id":1626306160,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*about to get up from bed*"},{"id":1626306161,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*pulls him in*"},{"id":1626306162,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"wha-"},{"id":1626306163,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let’s just stay like this for a while"},{"id":1626306164,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*holds Ash tightly*"},{"id":1626306165,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Not too tight that might hurt Ash. but more gently which Ash himself won’t want to break through from."},{"id":1626306166,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"we will be late-"},{"id":1626306167,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"just 5 minutes"},{"id":1626306168,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"okay"},{"id":1626306169,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*heart pounding like it’s about to burst out from chest*"},{"id":1626306170,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"can you hear it Ash?"},{"id":1626306171,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"hmm?"},{"id":1626306172,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"my heart.."},{"id":1626306173,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it’s beating like crazy"},{"id":1626306174,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I want to hold you so it can reassure that I am not dreaming again"},{"id":1626306175,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it happened for real.."},{"id":1626306176,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"last night and today’s morning.."},{"id":1626306177,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"this is real"},{"id":1626306178,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"yeah, it’s real. The happiness Ash ever dreamed of, the feeling of being safe, the feeling of taking his defenses down in his lover’s hand, the feeling of home he always wanted is right in front of him, holding him, loving him, embracing him.... it’s happening for real.. this is real."},{"id":1626306179,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""us is real" Ash thinks to himself"},{"id":1626306180,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*takes Ash’s hand and places it on his chest*"},{"id":1626306181,"character_id":21900912,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"can you feel it?"},{"id":1626306182,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ud83dude33"},{"id":1626306183,"character_id":21900907,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"/I can’t differentiate between our heartbeats anymore.../"},{"id":1626306184,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he(Gabriel) makes him(Ash) lose his mind even without any pheromones."},{"id":1626306185,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"only he has that power..."},{"id":1626306186,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"him and only him..."},{"id":1626306187,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"to be continued"},{"id":1626306188,"character_id":21900938,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"wow, after writing this episode I feel like I’m improving in story writing a little bit, I mean with the wording and with describing the scenes and I think I’m learning about how to make people fall in love and how love might feel like in real. Cause before I was able to write tragic scenes only, and was only able to correctly describe and understand the feelings of tragic scenes but now I might know how love can be like. writing this stories was one of the best decision I made in life. it really saved me actually, I started writing this stories when I need a meaning to my life and wanted to break out through my depression. thank you for always supporting me. I’m just blabbering my nonsense, don’t pay attention to it guys. thanks for reading tho!"},{"id":1626306189,"character_id":21900938,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"see ya in next episode"},{"id":1626538295,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I don’t believe after freakin 148 episodes they are finally together!!! sorry fir keeping you wait too long but I hope you’re enjoying the story u2764ufe0f"},{"id":1626306190,"character_id":21900938,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I love y’all"}]}